C1949
"Go to the cemetery first. I want to talk to my mother." Pool Yang Yang said softly, then don't start to look out of the window to see the scenery behind.
She was born in Jiangbei and grew up in Jiangbei. All her relatives and friends are in Jiangbei. She always thought that she was familiar with the city, but now she felt that she never knew the city. On both sides of the street are high-rise buildings. These are the scenes she can see every day when she commutes to work. But at this moment, she feels so unreal, just like in a dream, which consumes all her energy.
She tried to support her, but as if she was running out of strength, she couldn't.
At this time, a warm big hand extended to hold her hand, and firmly held it in the palm: "Chi Yang Yang, I am here."
Yes, Hang Jin is here!
He's been there.
He has been with her since she was born.
But she did not forget, he also disappeared for some time, in her most frightened helpless period, in her nightmare period, he did not know that corner of the world.
He disappeared for nearly two years. He didn't come back until this year. He used his method to ask her to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau with him to get a marriage license and make her his wife.
Yes, now she is his wife, he is her husband. He gives her strength that others can't give her, warmth that others can't give her, comfort that others can't give her. She has been accustomed to relying on him since childhood. No matter what happens, as long as she knows that he is there, as long as she hears his voice, as long as she smells his breath, even if she is in the cold current, she will feel that
is very warm and reassuring.
Hang Jin can give her warmth and peace of mind, which makes her greedy, but she is afraid that he will disappear from her life again, that she will never find him when she needs him, and that she will never be able to be independent.
But she knew very well that the world could not depend on anyone except herself, even the closest blood.
Thinking about this, Chi Yanyang hurriedly drew back his hand and did not look at his tunnel: "drive well, safety first."
Hang Jin didn't speak any more, just looked at her with worried eyes.
……
About half an hour or so, they arrived at the cemetery.
Hang Jin stops his car, and instinctively goes up the mountain with Chi Yangyang.
Chi Yangyang looked at him coldly and lightly: "I want to talk to my mother alone. You can wait for me here."
In the past, Hang Jin must have said, "you want me to wait for you here, and I will wait for you here?"? I will go up the mountain with you. What can you do to me? "
But today, Hang Jin just nodded, "OK."
Chi Yangyang tried to squeeze out a smile at him: "thank you!"
"Don't laugh at me like this. It's worse than crying. It's so ugly." Hang Jin frowned, but the action of rubbing her head was gentle. "You go, I'll wait for you here, no matter how long."
"Well." Chiyangyang turned around and left, but in his mind he kept ringing the words that Hang Jin had just said. He was waiting for her, no matter how long.
……
The cemetery of parents' parents was bought by Chiyang Yang with a lot of money. It's the geomancy treasure land that geomancy Master said. The scenery of this location is very good. You can see the sea view of Jiangbei from far, and you can also see the city style of Jiangbei from near.
But because no one took care of it for a long time, the tombstone was covered with weeds, blocking the best view of the scenery. From the time of the crime to now, it has been more than two years and nearly three years. During this period, Chi has only been here four times, the Spring Festival and the death of his parents. It's not that she doesn't want to come, but that she's afraid to come. Every time she comes, she's like she's experienced the tragedy two years ago. It's going to take her days to breathe. She started to clean up the weeds in front of the tomb and knelt down in front of her parents' tombstone: "Dad, mom Unfilial children come to see you. Yang Yang once said that it's only when we find the murderer that we have the face to see you. Now we have found the murderer of that year
She called her parents because she didn't want to admit that Chi Yishen, who was still alive, was her father. Her father had been killed more than two years ago. The ashes lying here were her father, not the one in prison.
Chiyang Yang is reluctant to admit the cruel reality, but she knows very well that the man in the prison is her father, and the ashes in the urn under the tombstone may be someone's ashes. Chi Yangyang didn't even dare to think how painful and desperate her mother knew what Chi Yishen had done. That's her favorite person. She had children for him and supported his parents with him for so many years.
When her mother was killed, the man she loved, who she thought she loved, was watching
"Mom..." Chi Yang Yang hard to call out two words, tears are ultimately uncontrolled roll out of the eyes.
Why?
Why is that?
From small to large, her parents have always been very kind to her. There are two things he remembers very clearly.
At that time, when his mother cooked vegetables and burned his hands, his father was so nervous that he helped his mother deal with the scald. Later, he went to the clinic of the community with his mother in his arms and confirmed that his mother's injury was not serious. He was relieved.
Since then, my father has taken on all the work in the kitchen and never let my mother in again.
Someone joked that he was a big man who didn't love Jiangshan and the kitchen. He always smiled back. If a man can't take good care of his wife and children, he can't face to talk about Jiangshan.
His mother always Snickers at his words.
It can be seen from her mother's smile that she is happy and is loved by a man.
Another time, a strange murder happened in Jiangbei near the city. My mother and another colleague were ordered to help. On the way back from work, they encountered a landslide and their cars were all buried.
After receiving the news, father drove to the city as fast as he could, but he was even faster than the rescue workers because he arrived in time and saved the lives of his mother and colleagues.
After returning home that day, his father was very angry and scolded his mother. It was the first time that his father had such a big fire and scolded his mother. He roared angrily at his mother: "I told you that it's not safe on the road after the rainstorm. I asked you to come back one day later. You are still in a hurry to come back. Do you think you are too lucky to accept it?"