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"If it wasn't for you, there would be a case for me to investigate?" Chi Yishen's words have refreshed Chi's understanding of him again and again. Before meeting him, she had the idea that he might have been threatened to do something bad. Now it seems that she is still too naive to be stupid. "I'm afraid that until now you don't think you have done wrong?" "I just choose a different road from ordinary people and live as I wish. What's wrong with me?" Chi also smiled at Chi Yangyang, as if he was looking at a child who didn't make it, as well as a little fool who hasn't been enlightened. "Chi Yangyang
, wake up, you are an adult, and don't look at the world with such childish eyes. You have to understand that the world is a jungle. If you don't become a cannibal, you will only become food in the end. " "Now you think I'm looking at the world with a childish eye?" Chi Yishen's words shatter the three views of Chi central again and again, but she still hopes that he can remember what he taught her about being a human being. "Do you remember how you taught her about being a human being?"
When she was very young, he often told her that the world is beautiful and life is beautiful. He must be a kind, excellent and useful person for society. Because life is like a mirror, when you smile at it, it will smile back to you.
She kept his teachings in mind and looked at the world with good eyes. Even if she knew that her parents had been killed, she still thought that this society was beautiful, that life was beautiful, and that only one or two bad people were bad "How can I not remember that I asked you to be a kind person and a useful person to the society?" Chi Yishen is still smiling, but the smile is not the same as before, with a few sarcastic meanings. "I just didn't think that you remember until now, you said you were stupid." "What you taught me has become a way of coaxing children?" In an instant, all the tangles and anxieties in Chi Yang's heart seemed to be slowly disappearing, and the hand holding her heart seemed to be slowly releasing, making her fear and anxieties less and less.
Chi Yishen nodded: "Yang Yang, when you grow up, it's time for you to look at the world with the eyes of an adult." "I don't need you to teach me how to see the world." The man in front of him is Chen Ge, a vicious criminal. He is no longer her father, Chi Yishen. He is very clear in his heart. She gets up and says, "I have nothing to talk about with you,
you are ready to accept legal sanctions."
"Chiyang!" Chi Yishen calls on Chi Yangyang, who wants to leave, and says, "life is only a few decades. You can do what you want to do and live according to your true heart. Tell me, what's wrong?" Chiyangyang stood, he sat, and suddenly looked down on him like: "there are always a hundred excuses and reasons for self-interest and non-compliance. You don't know where you are wrong, so stay here and someone will tell you where you are wrong "In the past decades, I lived carefully. I was a good son in the eyes of my parents, a good husband in the eyes of my wife, a good father in the eyes of my daughter, and a good subordinate in the eyes of my superiors I am sensible and obedient, and live as everyone wants me to live, but I am not happy at all. In the past decades, I have never felt the real happiness. I'm like a robot without feelings. I'll do whatever others think is good. In the past two years, I have lived a life of licking blood at the edge of a knife. I may die at any time, but it's exciting. I'm also very happy. I don't have to worry about other people's eyes any more. I don't have to be told what I can do or can't do. I live from
freedom, which is the meaning of my life, even if it's very short, but I'm willing. " Chi Yishen spoke with great enthusiasm and high passion. He could hear that his words were from his heart and had absolutely no performing element.
"You're really hopeless!" Chiyang Yang didn't want to look at him any more, and didn't want to waste his words with him, so he turned around and left. However, Chi Yishen's voice sounded like a magic spell behind her: "Yang Yang, you are my child, and my blood is flowing in your body. What you inherited from me is carved in your bones. You will become more and more like me. One day, you will understand why I do this and what kind of life is the real life."
"No, no, no, I'm not like you, we're not." Chi Yangyang covers her ears. She doesn't want to listen.
Even if she is his daughter, even if her body is running his blood, but she is different from him, she is different from him in essence, and she can never become as cruel as him.
"Yang Yang, I don't believe I'll wait too long that day. I'm waiting for you..." He laughed, cold and evil.
"No! Can't! I will not be you! " Chiyangyang is running like avoiding the flood. She wants to leave here and the person she is afraid of.
She is her, she is an independent individual, she will never become Chi Yishen.
"Little four eyes..." When he went out, he ran into a strong wall of meat. Hang Jin held her in his arms and called her name again and again, "it's OK, it's OK, everything's gone, it's gone." His warm breath will disturb her, let her cold body and flustered heart warm up little by little, she buried in his arms, gently said: "I know it's OK. Because those are my nightmares, now it's time to wake up.
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"little four eyes!" Hang Jin rubbed her forehead with his chin, clapped her back with his right hand, and said softly, "no matter it's a dream or not, don't be afraid. I will accompany you wherever you are."
"Well." Chi Yang Yang nods and holds his waist firmly, which will let her feel his temperature and let her know that he is really around her.
Hang Jin held her up and said, "there's nothing for us here. Let's go home now."
"Well." Chiyang Yang asked him to hold it, and gave a gentle hum.
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Just arrived at the parking lot, Hang Jin's mobile phone tip in his pocket received new news. He took out his mobile phone and looked at it, then put it back: "the third sister has returned to the capital."
"I'm sorry that you didn't accompany my third sister because of my business," he whispered "Nonsense, I will spend more time with her in the future." Hang Jin opened the copilot's door, put Chi Yangyang in the copilot's cab, fasten her seat belt, and took a bite on her face. Then he went around the cab, "little four eyes, you can't think of anything, go home and give me a good rest for two days, and we'll go out for our honeymoon in two days."