2202 Chapter 2076 you are my blazing sun (276)
She was still very young, but her body was already depleted.
Three years ago, her bloody and painful past had tortured her into a disease. Xia Xiaodie knew her body better than anyone else, and she did not have much time left.
She did not tell Su Yi, Aunt Pei, and Wen Jing that all the mechanisms in her body were actually deteriorating. It was very difficult for her to fall asleep at night, and she could barely sleep for two to three hours.
Her appetite was also starting to deteriorate. She would retch and feel nauseous.
She did not know what would happen to her tomorrow. Would she go deaf or go blind? She might forget many people and many things.
The future was very scary for her.
However, there was no fear or unease on Xia Xiaodie’s pale face. She curled her lips indifferently and went back to her room to get on the bed.
Xia Xiaodie gently held the sleeping Youyou in her arms. This cute little pink ball could always soften the heart of a person.
If her daughter was still around, she would be the same age as Youyou.
Xia Xiaodie closed her eyes in a daze. She had a nightmare. In her dream, she had returned to the cold operating room from three years ago. The floor was covered in blood.
The child was not breathing.
I’m sorry, this is a dead fetus.
Xia Xiaodie dreamed that she was hugging the small ball. The small ball slowly became cold in her arms until it lost its temperature.
For the past three years, she had nightmares every night. The Nightmares had covered her head with cold sweat. She began to struggle in uneasiness and pain. “I’m sorry… I’m sorry… Mommy couldn’t protect you…”
Xia Xiaodie was mumbling in pain. At this moment, she felt two large hands pressing down on her delicate shoulders, and she suddenly opened her eyes.
Under the dim yellow light in the room, Xia Xiaodie saw a familiar handsome face. It was… Gu Yilin.
Gu Yilin had left and returned, and he had returned in the middle of the night.
Now, Gu Yilin’s tall legs were standing by the bed, and his large hands were still pressing down on her body. His eyes were filled with heartache and worry, and his low and mellow voice was slightly hoarse. “What’s wrong? Did you have a nightmare?”
Xia Xiaodie’s eyes heated up. Large Teardrops had already fallen down. She did not know when she had started crying, but her vision was blurry now.
Gu Yilin reached out to wipe her tears. First, he used his shirt sleeve and then his hand to wipe her tears. His actions were messy and urgent. “Don’t Cry Anymore, I’m here…”
Xia Xiaodie could not control her tears. Her clear eyes were still empty, trapped in her own nightmare.
Gu Yilin lowered his body and kissed her boiling tears. Every drop of her tears burned his heart, making his every breath painful.
However, Xia Xiaodie still did not respond. Gu Yilin touched her little hand. Her hand was under the warm blanket just now, but now it was still bone-chilling.
He knew that she had lost a lot of weight. When his hand pressed on her shoulder just now, there was not much flesh left on her body. It was all bones, although it was still delicate.
Gu Yilin realized that something was wrong with her. The tears in her eyes kept flowing, but it was so quiet that she did not make a sound.
Her eyes, which were blurred by the tears, were empty and numb. There was no color in them at all.
Even his arrival could not rouse her reaction.
Gu Yilin felt that his heart had been grabbed by a big hand. A sense of panic rose from the bottom of his heart. “Xiao Die, what’s wrong with you?”
He called out her name. In reality, she wasn’t wearing a veil when she was sleeping. Under the dim yellow light, he could already see her clearly.
The girl whom he had passionately pursued and adored when he was young had already grown up. Her bright and beautiful facial features were glowing like pearls, exuding a lustrous luster. Mimi was very similar to her, but it wasn’t her.., this proud daughter of the heavens had been immersed in time like water. She was intelligent and spirited, and Shi Guang was calm.
Gu Yilin lowered his eyes and kissed her.
Xia Xiaodie couldn’t hear anything. It was as though she was still hugging that little ball of ice-cold body, surrounded by blood. She wanted to escape from this dream, but she was trapped inside and couldn’t get out.
Very soon, she felt someone kissing her. Her empty eyes regained focus in that instant, and she regained her senses.
She smelled a very strong scent of alcohol.
Xia Xiaodie reached out and pushed him hard. In fact, she was sweating all over and did not have any strength at all. Her entire body was soft.
“Gu Yilin, let go of me!”
Gu Yilin looked up at her who was awake. “What happened just now? Are you feeling unwell? Tell me.”
“My matter has nothing to do with you!”
Seeing the coldness and alienation in her eyes, Gu Yilin frowned. He suppressed his temper and showed some patience to coax her, “Xia Xiaodie, I’m not here to quarrel with you. Tell me what’s wrong with you. Did you have a nightmare just now?”
“Gu Yilin, I’ve already told you clearly. Do you not understand human language? This is my home. What’s wrong with you trespassing? Believe it or not, I’ll Sue You!”
He did not have a key nor did he knock on the door. How did he get in?
It would not be an exaggeration to sue him for trespassing.
Gu Yilin pursed his thin lips and did not speak.
“Are you drunk? You Don’t look drunk at all. Are you trying to act crazy? Gu Yilin, leave this place quickly. I don’t want to see you!”
Xia Xiaodie’s eyes were red. She had just escaped from that nightmare. She really did not want to see Gu Yilin’s handsome face at all.
Gu Yilin pursed his thin lips into an eerie arc. Then, he raised his hand and used his sleeve to wipe away her tears. “Have you scolded me enough? It’s time for your anger to subside, right? I’m sorry.”
Xia Xiaodie Bit on his muscular arm in one bite.
Hiss.
She really used all her strength. It was as if she was going to bite off a piece of his flesh. Gu Yilin groaned in pain.
However, he did not move. Instead, he vented his anger on her.
At this moment, he was thinking about how she gave birth to Youyou alone in that delivery room three years ago. It would have been great if he had been there.
At this moment, Youyou, who was beside her, moved. Only then did Xia Xiaodie remember that Youyou was still lying beside her. She quickly let go of Gu Yilin and turned her head to look at Youyou.
Youyou turned over and slept soundly. She was not woken up by their movements.
Xia Xiaodie was finally relieved. She looked up at Gu Yilin and saw that he was also looking at her.
“Go Away!”
Gu Yilin carried her in his arms. “Lower Your Voice. Don’t Wake Youyou up. Youyou is very sensitive and doesn’t feel safe. If she sees US fighting, she will be very scared.”
Xia Xiaodie froze and quickly quieted down.
This move was still very effective.
“Your body is already drenched. You’ll catch a cold easily if you sleep like this. Go take a hot bath and change into clean clothes before you sleep.”
Gu Yilin carried Xia Xiaodie to the bathroom.
Xia Xiaodie stood on the soft wool carpet. She looked at Gu Yilin and said, “You can leave now. Leave my house!”
Gu Yilin did not leave. He just looked at her.
Xia Xiaodie wanted to throw something at Gu Yilin, but she decided against it when she thought about youyou. She lifted her feet and prepared to leave this place to call Aunt Pei.
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The end.