Chapter 1446: Jiang Yuyan's Answer
Chapter 1446: Jiang Yuyan’s Answer
Lu Lijun would surely let Jiang Yuyan go if she wanted to and be happy for her and his brother, more so what would be better than seeing his brother back in their lives. It was something to be happy about….but the thought of being abandoned by her pierced his heart. He wished he would go deaf and won’t hear her saying abandoning him.
Jake and Noah looked at their friend as they knew how he must be feeling at this moment. They could not imagine seeing him if Jiang Yuyan chose his brother instead.
Jiang Yuyan was quiet as lots of things must have been going on in her mind regarding this question.
“Yuyan, feel free to answer anything. Not like we will judge you. It’s just a game,” An Tian said as he could see her in a dilemma.
Jiang Yuyan inhaled deeply before answering, “I…will either leave both of them or prefer to live with both of them. I can not choose any one of them as I love them both. I might sound silly to leave both of them or greedy, bold and immoral woman who wants to be with two men at the same time, but this is what I think and would want If such moment comes for real,” she replied, not feeling hesitant about it.
When everyone thought that she will choose anyone of the two, her answer surprised others but they felt good.
She continued as she looked at Lu Lijun, “I am not saying it just to make you two brothers feel good but I mean it.”
Lu Lijun’s eyes turned moist as he had no words to say.
Jiang Yuyan continued, “Lu Qiang- He taught me how to live and enjoy life when I had caged myself in my past. He showed me what is love and gave me all the happiness in life that I never thought was meant for me. He taught me how to love. He lost his life just to protect me or he would have been here with you all today. Just because he is gone, I can not forget the love he had given to me. It’s imprinted in my heart for eternity.”
Those who had witnessed Lu Qiang’s love for her, they knew what she said was the truth.
“Lu Lijun- You are the reason why I am alive today. After your brother was gone, I would have ended up my life long back, but you were my reason to keep living. You kept me alive. Back then it was my responsibility toward you but then that responsibility became the sole reason for my existence. Just like your brother, you are that part of my life that can never be separated. If I push away the reason for my living, how can I continue to live? You are my reason, my habit and now the love that is engraved deeply in my heart.”
Everyone was silent while finally tears rolled down Lu Lijun’s eyes but he could say nothing. He just wished to keep listening to her.
“I can not abandon Lu Qiang saying he was my past and I shall accept my present now. Also, I can not give up on you, my present just because my past has returned to me and leave you thinking you will be fine on your own. As much as Lu Qiang and you would not imagine life without me, I am the same. I can not imagine my life without any of you.”
Her eyes turned teary too seeing the tears in Lu Lijun’s eyes. With an emotional voice, she continued.
“If I had to choose only one of you, I will always be thinking about the one who left me. If anyone of you chose to sacrifice your feelings so I can be happy with another one, that won’t happen either. I won’t be happy… in fact no one of us would be happy that way. Both of you are special in my heart for a different reasons. If I had to choose anyone of you, I would rather give up on both of you. ”
Jiang Yuyan stopped as she only looked into those teary eyes of Lu LIjun which were full of so many emotions but none of it could be expressed in words. Jiang Yuyan simply wiped the tears from his cheek while she could not stop her own.
Once two were calm and out of the emotional turmoil, An Tian asked. “Lu Lijun, do you have something to say about it?”
Lu Lijun shook his head as what Jiang Yuyan said was enough for him and what he was feeling, which he could not express in words but then said, “I accept everything she said.”
An Tian nodded, “It’s fine. When there is love, everything is accepted, even polygamy. It’s the way how others look at it but in the end, what matters is love.”
“We have been in a polygamy relationship since the start because she loves elder brother still the same though he is not here. I know, though I am around, she keeps thinking about him often. And I am fine with it.” Lu Lijun spoke.
Jiang Yuyan said nothing as it was the truth and Lu Lijun understands her that was the relief.
An Tian’s turn of asking the single question was over so he looked at Jiang Yang, “Do you have a question for anyone?”
Jiang Yang nodded and looked at Lu Lijun, “My question is for you, Lu Lijun.”
Lu Lijun waited to hear.
“It’s quite the same as what An Tian asked my sister. If Lu Qiang appears in your lives at this moment, will you accept her decision of living with you two or leaving you two?”
“I will prefer to live with her and elder brother. Three of us together,” Lu Lijun answered without thinking even for a moment. “I am sure just like me, elder brother would not want to lose her and would not want to see her sad if she had to lose anyone of us. As long as she is happy, we will do anything for her. We three care and love for each other so living together won’t be of any issue for us.”
Lu Lijun looked at Jiang Yuyan, “And I am not saying it just because I know elder brother can’t be back. I mean it. As much as you want him to be back in our lives, I want the same. I am sure we three can live happily together.”