Chapter 114
114 Shen Qingyu’s side Story, waiting for a person who won’t come back (1)
Years of illness had turned into an illness, and there was no cure in the world except for you.
– Chen Qingyu
The first time he saw her was when he was in his teens.
The little girl was like a porcelain doll. Her small face was white, like white jade soaked in water, and her lips were bright red.
The most beautiful part of her was her large eyes, which blinked occasionally.
At first, he thought that this little girl was quite fun to play with, so he picked her up.
The teenager lowered his eyes, his slender white fingers supporting his chin as he thought indifferently.
Such a little kid.
It’s good to take it back and raise it.
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Those few days were the most unforgettable days of his life.
So, she was the ninth Princess?
He let go of her hand for the first time and fled in a hurry. That moment of coldness was just to cover up the chaos in his heart.
She wasn’t angry with her, but she was a little sad. It turned out that he was so untrustworthy in her eyes.
He regretted it very quickly.
Chen Qingyu quickly entered the palace, awkwardly wanting to see the little girl he had once picked up.
However, the result was that he almost collapsed.
A chill began to rise from the bottom of her feet, and Chen Qingyu felt as if the sky was going to fall.
This girl was not his little girl.
Even if she put on her outer clothes, would it be her?
It was simply laughable.
Shen Qingyu never found his little girl again.
I’m sorry for losing you.
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He had thought that time was the best medicine, but in the end, all he had cured were superficial wounds.
In fact, it was not that the wound was healed, but that time would let people get used to pain and become numb. Over time, when he mentioned it, he would laugh it off.
He had spent ten whole years and had not forgotten a single thing.
Looking at the endless sea, waiting for a person who would never return.
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That time at the hundred blossom banquet.
Their eyes met.
His heartbeat was abnormal.
Shen Qingyu knew that his senses were right. His little girl had really returned.
He suppressed the emotions in his heart because he didn’t want to scare her.
I like you, but I don’t dare to like you too much.
Years of illness had turned into an illness, and there was no cure in the world except for you.
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However, I’ve always been an ordinary person. I’ve only buried my one-sided feelings in my heart.
Perhaps once the word ‘like’ came out of his mouth, everything would change.
Perhaps when I say the word ‘like’, your answer will make me understand all the warmth, all the feelings about being touched, and all the misunderstandings of beauty and pain.
Liking you is my own business. I never thought I would tell you so early.
.. That time, in Chaoyang Palace.
He had really lost his mind. His soul was trembling in violent anger, and his mind was in pain.
He had hurt the girl he loved the most.
He forced her to accept his love, and it was a chaotic night.
Then, it was extreme regret.
I’m sorry, I’m sorry … I didn’t do it on purpose, I just couldn’t control myself.
But at this time, all the explanations seemed to be in vain.
He was still hoping for a fluke, but it was ruthlessly shattered by her “I don’t want to marry you “.
I’m sorry … I’ll leave.
Don’t be angry with me, okay?
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Later on, perhaps it was God’s blessing.
His little girl had forgiven him, but Chen Qingyu felt that his current happiness was a little unreal. It was like the flower in the mirror and the moon in the water.
The dream was shattered, and he should wake up.
Seeing her haggle day by day, he felt helpless.
No medicine could cure him … What a terrifying word.
When he saw the knife, he did not hesitate to move his back to meet it.
Since I can’t save you, how about I accompany you?
Yan Huan, don’t cry.
I can’t bear to die when you cry …