Chapter 4592
Chapter 4592: A pool of spring water (83)
Translator: 549690339
Chu bingxuan’s movements were very gentle. He was afraid that he would scare Xin LAN and further agitate her.
Chu bingxuan wanted to say something, but his throat moved, and he didn’t know what to say.
No matter how calm he was, he would still feel nervous and helpless when he was facing Xia Xin LAN.
At this moment, his hand that was holding Xia Xin Lan’s hand was sweating.
Xia Xin Lan’s entire body was stiff as she was lost in her own thoughts. She didn’t dare to look at Chu bingxuan’s expression.
Chu bingxuan felt that if this continued, he would only push her further away.
His expression changed and he pulled Xia Xin LAN into his arms again.”Xin LAN, don’t say sorry. I’m the one who let you down. I love you so I couldn’t help …”
Love?
When Xia Xin LAN heard this word, her entire body trembled in disbelief.
Her lips curved into a self-deprecating smile.”Chu bingxuan, you don’t have to say that. I’m really fine.”
Chu bingxuan could tell from Xia Xinlan’s tone that she didn’t believe in his feelings for her.
Perhaps it was because she had been deeply hurt in the past, so she didn’t believe anything he said.
Especially since the child was a wound in her heart. He only hoped that he could find the child so that he could have her again!
Chu bingxuan’s heart was bitter. He regretted not understanding his feelings and treating her well.
Now, even if he wanted to treat her well, she didn’t believe it. Perhaps she was repulsing him in her heart.
He was now at a distance that was neither too close nor too far away from her heart. It would be very difficult for him to get any closer to her heart.
However, no matter how difficult it was, he would not give up.
Chu bingxuan let go of Xia Xinlan and picked up a piece of Apple with a fork.”Have some fruit!”
At first, Xia Xin Lan’s eyes were a little empty, but after her gaze slowly focused, she picked up the Apple and ate it as if she was chewing wax. She was like a puppet, somewhat mechanical.
Chu bingxuan’s heart ached even more when he saw her like this.
It was a feeling of heartache, but helplessness.
There was a silence in the air. Neither of them spoke. The clock on the wall was ticking, forming the only sound in the air.
Chu bingxuan asked Xia Xinlan gently,”what TV show do you want to watch?”
In order to ease the atmosphere, he turned on the TV and switched to an entertainment program.
He wanted to make Xin LAN happy, even if it was just a smile.
He finally understood what it felt like to put on an act in order to win the smile of a beauty in ancient history.
Perhaps it was a feeling of willingness.
He could understand now.
Right now, he was thinking about how to make Xin LAN happy.
As time passed, Xia Xin Lan’s cell phone rang. When she saw that it was her mother, she quickly went to the balcony to answer the call.
“Mom, why did you call?”
“Xinlan, mom found a new job. It’s easier and the pay is pretty good.”
Through the phone, Xia Xin LAN could feel that her mother was very happy. Even her voice had become lighter.
As the saying goes, mother and daughter are connected by heart. Since her mother was happy, Xia Xin LAN was also happy.”Mom, what’s the job?”
Although she didn’t quite believe it, because her mother had no power or influence in the past, and she was a little old, it was not easy to find a suitable and stable job again.
“I’m in a school canteen helping students top up their meal cards. I have two days of work a week, and the rest of the time is free. The pay is also okay … The rest of the time, I’ll go to the library to help organize books and earn another portion. Don’t save it in the future, and don’t send money to your home. Eat well, eat well, and go out with people more often …”