Chapter 3906
Chapter 3906: For his own good
Translator: 549690339
Yan Shuanghua’s numb heart still ached. She still loved Xie Yuqing, very much.
But after so many things, could she and Xie Yuqing return to the past?
No, she could not let Xie Yuqing know about her physical condition.
Even if there was a thorn in her heart, she actually hoped that Xie Yuqing could be happy.
After hesitating for a while, Yan Shuanghua tried to break free from Xie Yuqing.
But the more she struggled, the tighter Xie Yuqing hugged her.
“Shuanghua, don’t push me away.”
Yan Shuanghua listened to Xie Yuqing’s voice. It was low and hoarse, with a tinge of pain and caution.
In the end, Yan Shuanghua’s heart softened. She could not bear to push him away. She could not bear to see him upset.
“Yu Qing,”
Xie Yuqing was a little excited to hear these two words. He let go of Yan Shuanghua slightly and locked his eyes with her.”Shuanghua, have you forgiven me?”
She had always called him young master Xie, Xie Yuqing, and had never removed the word “Xie.”
Yan Shuanghua’s expression looked a little unnatural. She had only called out his name subconsciously because her heart had softened. She had not intentionally added the word ‘thank you’ in her name.
She had been with Xie Yuqing for a long time, and some habits could not be changed overnight.
Even the way she addressed him was the same. If she did not deliberately distance herself from him, she would call him by his name naturally.”Yu Qing, listen to me.”
“Alright, Shuanghua, speak. I’m listening.”
Xie Yuqing’s expression was particularly serious as she looked at Yan Shuanghua gently. The soft light in her eyes overflowed little by little, as if it could light up the saddest part of a person’s heart.
Xie Yuqing’s eyes were gentle, tolerant, doting, and indulgent, as if she had poured all her love on Yan Shuanghua.
Yan Shuanghua could not withstand such a gaze at all. It would make her heart ache.
She no longer had a heart. She would rather Xie Yuqing be cold to her, so that she could continue to be cold.
His eyes were full of her figure, and his hand was holding hers as if he was not letting her escape from his side. Yan Shuanghua did not dare to look Xie Yuqing in the eye, for fear that she would open her heart.
She lowered her head, took a deep breath, and said with difficulty,””Yuqing, don’t worry about me. Let me go. You will have your own life in the future. You will get married and have children. You will live …”
“Oh …”
Before Yan Shuanghua could finish her sentence, Xie Yuqing grabbed her arm tightly, causing Yan Shuanghua to feel a sharp pain in her arm.
Xie Yuqing’s eyes were bloodshot, like a blood lotus, as if she had collected the beauty of heaven and earth, but she was so sad that people could not help but feel pain in their hearts.
“Yu Qing, you’re hurting me.”
Xie Yuqing’s arms were trembling, as if she was trying to suppress some kind of emotion.”Shuanghua, you still know pain. Do you know how much my heart hurts when you say this? where do you put me? I’d rather you stab me with a knife.”
Xie Yuqing held Yan Shuanghua’s hand very tightly. Yan Shuanghua’s arm was in pain, but she was shocked by Xie Yuqing’s pained voice and did not dare to continue.
Xie Yuqing let go of Yan Shuanghua’s hand, grabbed her shoulder with one hand, and pointed at her heart with the other.”Here, Shuanghua, do you know how painful it is here? if I could, I really want to dig my heart out for you to see. I think it must be bloody.”
Yan Shuanghua did not dare to look at Xie Yuqing. She turned her face away and said,”Yuqing, this is good for both of us.”