Chapter 3730
Chapter 3730: Already let go
Translator: 549690339
However, an yexuan’s body was obviously stiff, as if he was suppressing something.
Yun bixue was stunned.”Did I say something wrong? you don’t look too good.”
An yexuan passed a spoon to Yun bixue and shook his head.”No, I’m fine. It’s been a long time since we’ve had such a peaceful conversation.”
That was why he cherished her so much. Even if he just watched her quietly and listened to her speak, it would be great.
It could be said that an yexuan treasured every minute and second he had now.
He also really wanted to do something, and he was happy to give.
It was better than before when he could not see her or find her when he was repenting.
Yun bixue’s hand tightened around the spoon in her hand. After a moment of hesitation, she said,””At the beginning, you believed in Chu Fei ‘er and not me. My heart ached, and I became numb to the pain.
But after you suppressed my family, I hated you so much that you couldn’t even imagine it. I wanted to kill you. ”
“I also want to kill myself,” an yexuan said with difficulty.
That was why he cooperated with Xie Shisan when she tortured him in various ways. It was because he felt better that way.
Yun bixue was stunned when she heard an yexuan’s words.”You …”
She did not expect him to react like this.
“Did I scare you?” an yexuan asked in a low voice.
“No, it’s just that those things are in the past. I also hope that you can live a good life.”
An yexuan lowered his head and hid the emotions in his eyes. “It’s good that you’re happy. ”
“An yexuan,” Yun bixue said earnestly,”one has to look forward. You can’t always be immersed in the past.”
An yexuan suddenly raised his head and looked at Yun bixue. A pained glint flashed across his icy-blue eyes as he said,””Bixue, I’ve regretted it long ago. I regret everything I’ve done to you in the past.”
Yun bixue’s heart clenched, and she didn’t know how to react.
After saying that, an yexuan felt that he had been too impulsive.”I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said these things.” He didn’t want Yun bixue to be troubled.
Yun bixue shook her head.”An yexuan, I’ve already let it go. You should let it go too.”
An yexuan’s heart was filled with bitterness. How could it be so easy to let go?
His feelings for Yun bixue were filled with love and regret. There was also regret, so how could he let go of her?
He did love her!
However, he couldn’t say these words.
“Eat more. Tell me what you like to eat and I’ll arrange for someone to make it.”
Yun bixue smiled faintly.”They’re all pretty good. You don’t have to cook anything for me.”
Her appetite had been spoiled by Xie limo, but she wasn’t picky when she was outside. It was already good enough that she was able to keep her life and have something to eat.
An yexuan looked at Yun bixue’s expression, and his heart ached. He didn’t understand why he would fall for the picky Chu Fei ‘er back then.
Chu Fei ‘er could not be compared to Yun bixue.
During their university days, Chu Fei ‘er would always be picky about their meals. He would always rack his brains to make her happy.
Now that he thought about it, he was hopelessly stupid back then. In fact, he had only been truly happy and relaxed during his first year with Yun bixue.
“You’re still the same, simple and peaceful. ”
Yun bixue nodded.”I’ve changed a little too. I was too weak in the past, but I’ve become much stronger now.” It was Xie limo who had made her better.
An yexuan felt a tinge of bitterness in his heart. She was such a good person, but he did not cherish her back then.
He hated Chu Fei ‘er, but he hated himself even more for being blinded.
“If I Could Turn Back Time, I definitely wouldn’t have hurt you or let you down.”