Chapter 2093
.Chapter 2093
2093 [ Side Story: tribulation of this life 19 ]
At that time, master lingji had asked her to recite the Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva’s original wish Sutra, saying that she was crossing the person who should be crossed. At that time, she subconsciously thought of the man who had caught a glimpse of her on the mountain path and was covered in killing tribulations.
So, she was reciting the Scriptures for him.
She did not expect that he was also present at that time.
” separated by a screen, I sat inside and listened to your Buddhist teachings. I was engrossed in it. ” Si yuanzhen seemed to have recalled the situation that day. He took out an ordinary gray porcelain cup from his bosom.”After tasting your unfinished Zen Tea, the old bald donkey Ling Ji said,” Buddha can’t redeem me, but someone can.””
The ordinary grey teacup in his hand was the one she had used when she discussed Zen with master Ling Ji. She didn’t expect him to always have it with him.
Shock, complexity, and deep emotions flashed through Ye Wanwan’s eyes.
It turned out that they had such a Buddhist fate between them.
He gently stroked the teacup in his hand. It was not very delicate and exquisite, but he could not bear to let go of it. ” Ye Wanwan, just as master Ling Ji asked you to redeem me with the Buddhist scriptures, it’s just as you’re thinking. This man before you has no good or evil in his heart and no faith. He’s in hell, holding a butcher’s knife, covered in blood, and filled with sins from killing. He’s a devil living in the depths of hell. ”
He looked at her.
He was persistent and passionate.
It was deep and full of possessiveness.
It was as if he was looking into her soul.
The man’s deep voice made her unable to resist the temptation. His words were perfect and his enunciation was clear. Every word and every passage was like a heavy hammer that struck her heart, making it impossible for her to ignore or escape.
They had known each other for less than ten days.
However, in this short period of time, they seemed to have been entangled for a lifetime.
He had never concealed his pillaging and possession of her.
Her avoidance and fear of him were deep in her bones.
From the first day she met him, he had invaded her world with a strong force, constantly subverting her understanding, and showing her another world that she was afraid of and unknown to him step by step.
If she still had any rationality left, the best thing she could do was to escape.
However, at this moment, with her body severely injured, severe blood loss, and her mind numbed by pain, she had already lost the best judgment for herself. The emotions that were bound to her body occupied her rationality and eroded her soul.
She couldn’t help but be curious about this man. ” ” you … Are you … ” a smuggler, an arms dealer, a terrorist organization, a criminal, or …
She felt that she shouldn’t have asked this question. It was too extreme and would give him an excuse to lie to her.
She didn’t like to be deceived.
However, she could accept being kept a secret.
Si yuanzhen knew what she wanted to ask. He caressed her slightly broken lips with his fingers affectionately. ” in my world, there is no good or evil. Our so-called justice and morality are completely different from what you have come into contact with, known, and understood since you were young. We belong to another world. If I have to distinguish it, it is probably the boundary between black and white. This world has its own order, rules, and constraints, and I am standing at the highest point of setting the rules. ”
He did not know if she would accept him.
However, he didn’t want to lie, and he didn’t want to hide it.
The love he wanted was genuine and genuine.
Ye Wanwan’s thoughts were dull and she started to think about his words with difficulty. After a while, she asked, ” ” between black and white, that’s gray. It’s on the edge of the legal system and between black and white. ”
Fortunately, it was much better than she had imagined.
At least, he was restrained by black and white and was not a devil who had completely fallen into hell.
She knew that in this world, there would always be a group of people who could move freely between black and white. There was no right or wrong, it was just that the world had never changed.
She convinced herself in her heart.
“You can say so.” Si yuanzhen nodded.
Ye Wanwan bit her lip. The pain all over her body continuously ate away at her spirit, causing her to be exhausted, in pain, and dizzy. However, at this moment, she wasn’t willing to faint at all.
“If you want to know everything about me, I can slowly tell you,” si yuanzhen said.
“Have you killed … Anyone before?” Ye Wanwan suddenly asked.
She knew it was a silly question, but she couldn’t help it.
The light in si yuanzhen’s eyes gradually dimmed.”I’ve killed … Many!”
A terrifying silence spread between them.
Ye Wanwan suddenly felt the pain in her shoulder that she could still bear turn into a heart-wrenching pain at that moment. She desperately suppressed her dizziness and maintained her consciousness.
Si yuanzhen saw that her face had turned even paler, and only after a long while did he say in a hoarse voice, ” ” Ksitigarbha once said,’if I don’t go to hell, who will?’ this sentence means that only those who have the heart of the great Bodhi can go to hell without fear of hardships to save the suffering creatures. Only then can it be the Mahayana Bodhisattva way. ”
Ye Wanwan listened seriously.
She believed in Buddha. This was a Buddhist story that she was extremely familiar with.
At this time, such a Buddhist story came out of the mouth of a man who did not believe in Buddhism, disrespected Bodhi and was full of killing. It was strange, but she wanted to listen carefully.
Si yuanzhen continued, ” in the past, Ksitigarbha failed to achieve enlightenment and became the daughter of the brahmara sect. His mother, yuedili, did not believe in the Three Treasures and cultivated the evil way. After her death, she fell into hell and suffered. ” This woman was sincere and respectful, she removed all distracting thoughts to help her gain merit, and her mother left the prison to live in heaven.”
Ye Wanwan’s heart suddenly thumped wildly, and her breathing quickened.
For some reason, she suddenly remembered the day at lingji temple, when master lingji had asked her to recite Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva’s original wish Sutra to help him.
Si yuanzhen knelt in front of Ye Wanwan devoutly. ” “Achoo, I know that you believe in Buddha and are a Buddhist believer. The evil disciple si yuanzhen has committed the five Inferno sins and is in hell. May the female believers of Buddha help me get rid of all the evil sins in my body and transcend hell. If you are willing to help me, I am willing to serve Buddha and get rid of my killing heart from now on.”
Ye Wanwan was completely stunned.
Looking at him, a seven-foot tall man, piously kneeling in front of her, the shock in her heart was indescribable.
She still remembered that day when they first met at lingji temple, at the thousand hand Guanyin, he stood in the main hall, his body covered in a Kasaya that was even more brilliant than a Bodhi, without the slightest bit of piety.
At that time, she knew that this man had no Bodhi in his heart.
At this moment:
He did not kneel to Bodhi, but to her.
He had no desire for the Bodhi, but he had a request for her.
He did not believe in Buddha, but he would rather believe in her.
He was clearly holding a butcher’s knife, but he was willing to put it down and become a Buddha.
Even if the Buddha could not save him, she could.
She could not go against her faith in Buddha and turn a blind eye to the man who was praying to Buddha sincerely in front of her.
It turned out that the ill-fated relationship between them was already destined when she recited the Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva’s original wish Sutra in master lingji’s meditation room at the lingji temple.
He was unable to break free from this life’s tribulation.