1914 Chapter 18, have you and Qi Qing reconciled?
“If I didn’t do this, would you still appear in front of me?”Qi Qing asked her.
Mo Yinan bit his lip.
Must It Be Like This? !
Her silence always made Qi Qing not know what to do.
He thought that he could finally understand how mo Yinan felt when he was with Mo Yinan back then.
So this feeling was really worse than death.
But she persisted for six years.
His heart was actually very uncomfortable. Thinking of the grievances Mo Yinan had suffered back then, he really wanted to pull her back into his embrace and start over.
Some love, once lost, was it really lost? !
He really wanted to try and persuade her to stay.
“Qi Qing.”Mo Yino sat next to Qi Qing’s bed, his voice lowered a little, “I admit that I was the one who took the initiative to pursue you. At that time, I really thought of you as the right person for me. I wanted to be with you for the rest of my life. I used to think that love didn’t need so many clauses and clauses. Love just needed to be purer.”
Qi Qing looked at her and looked at her with deep affection.
“I never thought that my family background would have an impact on you. At that time, I really didn’t think that much. I thought that love was the most important thing! “And then, as I grew older, during those four years abroad, I didn’t blame you for your distant attitude towards me. I just spent a lot of time thinking whether we shouldn’t have been together in the first place because of our status and environment. But in the end, I persisted for four years until I returned to China,”Mo Yino said, “When we returned to the country, I already knew in my heart that it might be over between us.”
Qi Qing really did not know that when they returned to the country, Mo Yinan had already made preparations for them to break up.
He really had never properly understood mo Yinan’s thoughts before. He did not understand it at all.
Otherwise, he would not be as helpless as he was now.
Mo Yinan continued to speak, “After returning to the country, I can feel very strongly that your self-esteem is becoming increasingly fragile. During those four years abroad, at least there wouldn’t be any colored glasses around you. But in Wen City, most people know who I am and how big my family background is. I was born with a golden key in my heart. When you are with me, no matter how much effort you put in for yourself, everyone will think that because of you, you climbed up to me and climbed up to my family. “You have such a lofty personality, you can’t accept it.”
Yes.
He just couldn’t accept it.
For a long time, it was because of his twisted personality that he and Mo Yinan had drifted further and further apart.
“However, when I first returned to the country, I was actually still stubborn and wanted to persevere until… maybe after a year or two, you’ll get used to this sight and get used to this feeling. “Of course, many times, I knew I was lying to myself. I have to say, when you first told me that you wanted to start over with me, I wavered. I thought that since you fell in love with me, we could try again. When Lin Zixi appeared at your house that day, it really gave me a great shock.”
“Nothing really happened between us. Nothing really happened. She just stayed at my house, I swear,”Qi Qing said with some excitement.
“I actually know,”Mo Yino said frankly, “Although you’re very cold to me, I know very well what kind of person you are. You wouldn’t touch Lin Zixi when you’re still related to me, and you wouldn’t be so stupid as to let Lin Zixi stay at your place when you asked me to go to your place.”
So, what couldn’t make you feel relieved and accept me again.
“Lin Zixi was just a trigger. I just couldn’t accept it back then, but when I calmed down, it really wasn’t her interference, but the distance between the two of us. “I really don’t want to force you to be with me because of love. I Don’t want to force myself to take care of your self-esteem and your emotions. It’s too tiring,”Mo Yino said, “During my years abroad, I was so careful that I had to think twice before speaking. I was afraid that one sentence would make you show me ridicule and disdain. “But in fact, I’m very proud that I have such a father and such a mother!”
Qi Qing pursed her lips.
It was his filthy thoughts that caused the distance between them to grow further and further.
“That’s why I really made up my mind to break up with you after I returned to China. I love my family and my parents. I Can’t leave them. “I even feel honored and proud that I’m their daughter. I Can’t pretend to be me anymore. I have to be careful in front of you. I have to be careful to make my parents feel so wronged in our world. They are great and deserve to be worshipped by everyone!”
“I am changing.”Qi Qing said, “I am changing. I am not looking down on your family. I am not looking down on your parents. I am also trying to make myself feel less inferior. Can’t both of you do it?”
“I have said it, Qi Qing.”Mo Yinan looked at him, “You are a noble person. You Can Live Well in your world. You are so active and hardworking. You can let many people see your hard work and achievements. You should not become so humble because of the gap from birth. Two different worlds will make your value of existence completely different.”
Of course, Qi Qing knew.
He knew all these great truths.
The reason why he was sometimes cold and sometimes hot towards Mo Yinan was because he really could not put down his pride and accept Mo Yinan’s family. He also knew very clearly that if he was just an ordinary person, struggling in an ordinary world, he could attract many envious gazes and realize the value of life that he had worked hard to achieve. But if he was with Mo Yinan.., no matter how much he did and how hard he worked, in that world, he was just a cloud of clouds that was not even worth mentioning.
“So, don’t be like this, Qi Qing,”Mo Yinan consoled, “Back then, it was my fault. I was too young. I didn’t think that I would face so many things when I grew up, so I provoked you when I didn’t have a good self-image. But now, I only hope that I can return you your original life after I leave.”
“You can’t,”Qi Qing said word by word, “I used to think that I didn’t like you that much, so I could be indifferent to you. I even thought that we would break up after returning to China. The person I liked would always be Lin Zixi. I didn’t expect that when you said that you would break up with me, it was a huge blow to me. It even got bigger and bigger. At that moment, I realized that I had been suppressing my feelings. I had been deceiving myself and avoiding others because I really liked you!”
Mo Yinan actually did not want to hear it anymore.
Sometimes, listening to it would make her heart ache.
Qi Qing looked at her and continued, “I knew from a long time ago that love needed to be matched, that’s why I did not dare to give my feelings to you. I think that one day, you will eventually choose to break up with me because of reality. My attitude towards you is just to deal with you. I really should not be surprised by the arrival of this day, but I just can’t accept it. “I can’t accept our breakup and your leaving.”
“So, I want to work hard and give it a try. Even if it’s not a match, I still want to give it a try. We can live happily together. I only hope that you give me a chance.”Qi Qing looked at Mo Yinan with deep affection, he reached out and held her hand.
Her hand was very white and slender.
He had never realized that there was any benefit in Mo Yino.
He said.., “Just give me another chance. Let’s fall in love once. For so many years, either you love me or I love you. We have never fallen in love when we were in love. “I don’t want us to let go just like that. I’m really unwilling. I really don’t know how much I can torture myself to be able to let go. Only then can I clench my teeth and tell myself that you’re far away and you’re gone! “Yino, we need a chance!”
Mo Yino bit his lips.
His lips had turned white from her biting.
This time, she did not directly reject him. She did not directly shake her head like last time.
Because, Qi Qing’s words had touched her a little.
She looked at his weak appearance and looked at his pale face.
Back then, she was the one who had taken the initiative to provoke him. It was really her naivety to think that it was fine as long as the two of them liked each other. But now, the one who said that they were breaking up was also her.
It was unfair to Qi Qing.
But..
It really would not be that easy.
The current Qi Qing only knew about their family background. She had never really integrated into their family. She could not imagine how he would balance out the gains and losses in his heart when he entered their family’s life.
“Yino.”Qi Qing stopped her firmly. She knew that she was actually hesitating, so she said, “Breaking up is really not difficult, but it shouldn’t be all regrets. It’s very unfair to our future!”
Mo Yannuo looked at him silently.
He looked at the look of anticipation in his eyes.
The words of rejection were on the tip of his tongue, but he swallowed them down.
“Qi Qing, then let’s try again,”she said and relaxed.
Qi Qing’s entire person jumped up in joy.
He really couldn’t describe the emotions in his heart right now.
He couldn’t express how happy he was at this moment.
He hugged Mo Yinan in his arms. “Thank you, Yinan. I will treat you well, I swear.”
“Okay.”Mo Yinan lay in his arms.
She did not know if this decision of hers was good or bad for them, but she felt that Qi Qing was right. Life should not leave her with so many regrets. She also hoped that Qi Qing could really let go of her prejudice.., she wanted to integrate into her family. Just like her, she would not shrink back when she was ostracized because of her family. She should face it calmly and feel proud and proud from the bottom of her heart.
When she was young, she had been ostracized and ostracized for a long time. However, she never doubted it once. Even when she was deeply in love with Qi Qing.., she had never doubted whether her identity was really hard to accept. She still loved her parents more than anything!
The two of them hugged for a long time.
Only then did qi Qing reluctantly let go of Mo Yino.
“When did the doctor say we can go home?”Mo Yino asked.
“We can leave the hospital after the transfusion,”Qi Qing said.
“Okay.”Mo Yino smiled slightly.
After the infusion, Mo Yino helped Qi Qing go through the discharge procedures and drove him back to his apartment.
After Qi Qing returned home, she was still a little weak. She had basically not eaten anything and only relied on the drip to nourish herself. It was obvious that her body was much weaker. She told Qi Qing to go to bed to rest while she went to the kitchen to cook.
Abroad, she knew everything.
Her father was right. Going abroad was not only because she was chasing after love, but because she could be more independent.
Every time her father did something, she felt that his father was very strong and warm.
As he cooked the porridge, Mo Yinan was deep in thought.
Ever since she promised Qi Qing to start over, she still could not find the feeling of being together with Qi Qing again. There was always something missing, and when she was cooking the porridge, she thought of ye Chu instead, she thought of how long it had been since she had last seen that person. She thought of the porridge that he had made, and it was actually very delicious. That morning, she had left his house for no reason, and she still felt a little itchy when she thought about how she had yet to taste the porridge that he had made.
It was an indescribable feeling.
She looked up and saw that Qi Qing had probably slept for a while. At that moment, she had even taken a shower. She came out refreshed and walked towards her, hugging her from behind.
He still had the smell of the shower gel on him. His body was a little thin, and he hugged her in his arms.
They had never had this kind of intimacy before.
Mo Yinan was a little uncomfortable.
Mo Yinan forced a smile. “You’re Awake?”
“Yes.”
“We can eat in a while.”
“It smells very good.”
“Of course. I put in a lot of effort,”Mo Yinan said proudly.
“Thank you.”Qi Qing hugged her and smelled the fragrance on her body.
She kept feeling that she didn’t want to let go at all.
She just hoped that she could appear in front of her anytime and anywhere.
The two of them maintained such an intimate action until..
The door of Qi Qing’s apartment was opened.
Lin Zixi appeared at the door. She looked at the two intimate people in the open kitchen. The smile on her face disappeared in an instant.
At that moment, she was still packing a nutritious porridge in her hand, intending to give it to Qi Qing.
After she finished her work, she went to the hospital to look for Qi Qing. When she heard that she had been discharged from the hospital, she rushed here without stopping. She really did not expect Qi Qing and Mo Yinan to be so intimate and warm in the room, it made her really want to scream!
It was just a kindness to have mo Yinan go and see Qi Qing. She thought that Mo Yinan would never be together with Qi Qing again. She had always thought that Mo Yinan was just like Ye Chu, so cruel that he would not be touched at all, she could still act as a good person and tell Qi Qing what kind of person Mo Yinan was, and she thought that it would be easier for Qi Qing to be touched by Mo Yinan’s humble begging.
She watched the scene that made her break down, and she really wanted to kill someone.
The two people in the kitchen were separated because of Lin Zixi’s appearance.
When Qi Qing saw Lin Zixi appear, she lowered her head and glanced at Mo Yinan. Seeing that she was still relatively calm, she whispered in her ear, “I’ll go and tell her.”
“Okay.”Mo Yinan nodded.
Qi Qing stood up and walked towards Lin Zixi, directly leading her out of the door.
Mo Yinan glanced in the direction of the door.
When he saw Lin Zixi leave, he looked at her with extreme hatred.
Her eyes moved slightly.
She felt that it wasn’t as satisfying as she thought. After all, she had been with Qi Qing for a long time and she couldn’t wait for Lin Zixi to be jealous of her relationship with Qi Qing. Towards her boyfriend’s first lover.., women would have a different kind of emotion, but at this moment, it seemed to have faded a lot.
Outside the room.
Qi Qing closed the door.
Lin Zixi grabbed the thing in her hand and asked him fiercely, “Have you and Mo Yino reconciled?”
“Yes.”
“What about me? What am I?”Lin Zixi questioned. “I divorced because of you. What do you take me for? !”
“I never asked you to get a divorce,”Qi Qing said word by word.
“Yes, you didn’t. But I thought that since you and Mo Yino broke up, we should be together. That’s why I divorced Ye Chu. I gave up so much wealth and wealth and didn’t want to be with you. Now, tell me that you and Mo Yino are reconciled again. Qi Qing, how can you be so cruel? ! In the past, you clearly said that you would take care of me for the rest of my life!”Lin Zixi couldn’t help but cry, her eyes reddened and she started to cry.
Why did Qi Qing still want to get involved with this woman, Mo Yino? Why did she have to do that? !
She wasn’t willing to accept it, even if she died!
“Zixi, I really liked you in the past, but now I like Mo Yino. I Can’t keep my promise. You can treat me as selfish. What I can give you now is just some worldly possessions, and you won’t want it.”Qi Qing looked at Lin Zixi’s uncomfortable look, “Let’s keep in touch less in the future.”
“Slap!”Lin Zixi slapped Qi Qing’s face hard.
Qi Qing looked at her.
Seeing her crying and breaking down, she said, “Qi Qing, I really hate you!”
Lin Zixi threw the nutritious porridge in her hand at Qi Qing’s feet.
The corridor was filled with the fragrance of the porridge.
Lin Zixi said to Qi Qing, “You will regret it, Qi Qing, you will definitely regret it! Rich families are not places that people like us can go to. Moreover, you are a man. Moreover, you have hated rich families since you were young. You will not be happy!”
After saying this, Lin Zixi gritted her teeth and ran away.
She would let Qi Qing know what it felt like to regret!
Qi Qing watched Lin Zixi’s back view.
He watched her disappear before his eyes.
He actually knew that he wouldn’t like the life of a rich family.
He called the property manager to get someone to clean up the trash in the corridor and return to his house.
He changed the password of the door and walked in.
At this moment, Mo Yinan had already prepared porridge and placed it on the dining table. Each of them had a bowl of porridge. In front of them were a few simple boiled vegetables mixed with some seafood soy sauce. They ate very lightly.
The two of them seemed to be a little silent as they ate.
Qi Qing looked at Mo Yinan. After a long time, she finally could not help but sigh. “Why didn’t you ask me what I just said to Lin Zixi?”
Mo Yinan looked up at him.
“I told her not to come to me in the future. I changed the password of the gate to your birthday.”Qi Qing smiled. “I wanted to see how jealous you were, but you gave me a cold face.”
“I’m not cold,”Mo Yinan retorted. “I just think that you can solve this problem properly.”
“Okay.”Qi Qing nodded. “In the future, I won’t let you suffer any grievances!”
Mo Yino smiled.
Qi Qing was really changing, and she had changed a lot.
She told herself that the two of them might really be able to give it a try.
After dinner.
Qi Qing did not let mo yino wash the dishes. She went to wash the dishes herself and then sat with Mo Yino in the living room to watch TV.
Mo Yinan liked to watch variety shows, so the two of them watched them in a good mood for quite a while.
It was 9:30 pm.
Mo Yinan felt that it was getting late, so he said to Qi qing, “I’m going home.”
“I’ll send you home.”
“No need. You’re not feeling well. I’ll drive myself back.”
Qi Qing looked at her.
Mo Yinan smiled. “If there’s a chance in the future, send me home.”
“I’ll send you downstairs then.”
“Okay.”
The two of them walked out of the house together.
Qi Qing sent her to the garage.
Mo Yinan sat in the driver’s seat and pressed down the window. “Go back and rest early, Qi Qing.”
“Okay.”Qi Qing nodded.
Mo Yinan started the car and left, but she could clearly see through the rearview mirror that she was already in the garage, and he was still staring at the taillights of his car foolishly.
He would still be touched in the end.
It would be strange if someone who had treated him coldly in the past suddenly treated him so gently.
She was in a good mood as she drove home.
pan-da-n0vel.com Not long after, she received another call from Xiao Xiaxia.
Mo Yino had a feeling that this person always liked to call her while she was driving, and he would usually ask her to drink. She answered the call impatiently. “What are you looking for me for, Xiao Xiaxia?”
“It’s me, Yino.”Ye Chu’s voice came from the other end.
Mo Yino pursed his lips.
“My phone is out of battery, so I borrowed Xiao Xiaxia’s phone,”the other side said.
“OH.”Mo Yino nodded.
How could ye Chu let his phone run out of battery? !
It didn’t make sense.
“By the way, why are you looking for me?”Mo Yino was a little surprised.
“Xiao Xiaxia and I are flirting. Do you want to come over?”
“Now? !”Mo Yino looked at the time. It was past 9:30, and she was still thinking about going home early to sleep. She still had to go to the studio tomorrow morning to watch Lin Zixi shoot a commercial or something.
“Is it inconvenient?”Sensing Mo Yino’s silence, Ye Chu asked.
“No,”mo yino said, “I just have to get up very early tomorrow. I Can’t drink with you guys and I can’t stay with you guys for too long…”
“Aiya, why are you guys being so long-winded over the phone!”Xiao Xiaxia seemed to have taken ye Chu’s phone and raised her voice. “Sis, Ye Chu and I are waiting for you in the private room. Hurry up and come over!”
The other end of the line hung up abruptly.
Mo Yino pursed his lips.
This simple and crude gay.
She thought about it and turned her head away.
In any case, she should sit for a while.
It had been a long time since she had seen ye Chu and Little Xiaxia.
Speaking of which, Ye Chu and Little Xiaxia had a pretty good relationship. The two of them seemed to spend a lot of time together.
She parked the car and walked straight to the private room.
She pushed open the private room.
It was strange. Little Xiaxia, who liked to be lively, was not there. Instead, Ye Chu was sitting in the large private room. He did not turn on the stereo, making it seem a little deserted.
She looked around. “Where’s Xiao Xiaxia?”
Ye Chu looked at her.
“Where the hell is she?”Mo Yino asked. He felt that a night show without Xiao Xiaxia was not a night show.
“He…”Ye Chu pursed his lips. “He went to the bathroom.”
“Lazy people have a lot of shit and pee,”Mo Yino mumbled and sat down on the sofa.
He reflexively chose a spot that was relatively far away from ye Chu.
Ye Chu looked at Mo Yinan, looking at the distance between him and Mo Yinan.
He was a little silent.
Anyway, Mo Yinan always felt that since she did not speak, it was rare for Ye Chu to take the initiative to speak.
It was probably Xiao Xiaxia who forced ye Chu to come here tonight.
Thinking about it, Mo Yinan really did not want the atmosphere to be too stiff. He said, “Ye Chu, I’ll just sit for half an hour before I leave. I really have something to do tomorrow.”
Ye Chu nodded.
“By the way, why is it taking so long for Little Xiaxia to go to the toilet?”
Because she was not going to the toilet anymore.
Ye Chu pursed his lips.
He said, “Yinan, actually…”
Mo Yinan’s phone suddenly rang at that moment.
She looked at the incoming call. Since there was no stereo in the private room, she did not need to go out to answer it. Moreover, she felt that there was no need for outsiders to avoid her. She smiled and pressed the answer button. “Qi Qing.”
Qi Qing..
Ye Chu, who had already stood up and was about to get close to Mo Yinan, suddenly paused.
“Yes, my brother has called Mei Mei to come and sit for a while. I’ll be home in half an hour… Alright, if you’re not feeling well, rest early. Good night.”
Mo Yinan calmly finished the call.
When he turned around, he saw ye Chu standing in front of him, a few steps away.
He looked a little stiff.
When he saw that she was looking at him, he looked straight at her as well. He said, “You and Qi Qing…”
Mo Yinan was a little embarrassed.
After all, they had said that they were breaking up then, and now they were making up.
She smiled awkwardly. “Sigh, isn’t it normal for young people to break up and get back together?”
Ye Chu looked at her like that.
So, breaking up and getting back together was normal.
“Well, don’t look at me like that. I didn’t actually think that I would start over with Qi Qing. I think it’s probably because I like her. Sometimes, I can’t say no…”Mo Yinan explained awkwardly.
She still felt a little embarrassed when she thought about how she cried her heart out the last time they broke up.
And the look in Ye Chu’s eyes was really strange.
Was she very strange? !