zChapter 181
Chapter 181
Jing Suo Suo and Jing Fen Fen comes out from the sickroom and takes the elevator to go down.
Jing Suo Suo thinks about it, she cannot think of the reason why Ye Ye wants them to go away. What kind of words that he can only talk to Xin Xin, how can he not let them know?
The elevator door opens. She cannot bear it: “Da Jie, tell me what Ye Ye wants to talk to Xin Xin?”
Jing Fen Fen is playing with her phone. She doesn’t raise her head and just gets inside the elevator: “What else can he talk to her, he should want to ask Ye Qing Xin to leave Da Ge, Ye Qing Xin now cannot give birth to a kid. The doctor also advised us to make Nai Nai’s dream come true so Nai Nai can wake up. Now what Nai Nai wishes the most is to have a grandkid right?”
“Ah, how can he want to do that? Xin Xin is like this because of Da Ge. If not how can Yu Qing You pushed Xin Xin down? Xin Xin will not be like this… Ye Ye is too much, he just minds about Nai Nai, couldn’t he think about Xin Xin? If Xin Xin leaves Da Ge, what will happen to her?”
“Why should you care about her? Are you Jing family member? How can you act like this? Nai Nai loves you so much, it’s really a waste! I really don’t know why you like her so much, what is so good about her.” Jing Fen Fen doesn’t really like Ye Qing Xin.
She has a good relationship with Yu Qing You, she always regards her as her own Sao Zi. But at last her hope is gone because of Ye Qing Xin.
Though now Yu Qing You is married to Lou Liang Chen and has a good life. But she still cannot like Ye Qing Xin.
They both walk and chat. They don’t pay attention to a couple that listens to their chat.
Lu Jie watches at Jing Suo Suo and Jing Fen Fen disappear in front her. Then she says to Wen Ze Yan: “They mean….”
Wen Ze Yan doesn’t say anything. He just watches both of that women leave. His hand on Lu Jie’s shoulder is tighten.
Lu Jie frowns because of the pain.
Now Lu Jie feels that Ye Qing Xin appears to be bright and have a happy life. But in fact, it’s not the case.
A woman that cannot bear a child, a normal family will hardly accept her, it’s even harder for a rich family.
Heng….
Lu Jie has mixed feeling, but her mood turns to be better.
“Let’s go back. I’m cold.” She calls after the man that is still day-dreaming.
Wen Ze Yan is lost in his thought.
What did he hear before?
Miscarriage? She cannot bear a kid?
He feels sorry for her. His heart is broken for her.
“Ze Yan!” Lu Jie raises her tone. “What are you doing? Are you thinking about Ye Qing Xin? You are distressed because of her? Or are you waiting until she is dumped by that big boss that you will pick her up?”
“Xiao Jie.” Wen Ze Yan regains himself and listens to Lu Jie’s harsh words. He feels in even more heart pain. He scolds her unhappily: “Don’t talk about Xin Xin that way. She…. she should be in difficult situation.”
“You are feeling sorry about her? Then you should wait until I’m dead then you should chase after her. That time you can cherish her. But I’m afraid that now she has higher taste in man, she will not think of a man like you….”
She talks about it and suddenly a thought appears in her mind.
Ye Qing Xin cannot bear a kid. If Wen Ze Yan really wants to chase after her and they get married. They will not have other kid. Then Kai Kai will be the only Wen Ze Yan’s son. Ye Qing Xin will not have kid, perhaps she will regard Kai Kai as her own…..
Moreover Kai Kai is still little, it’s easy for him to admit Ye Qing Xin as his mama….
Lu Jie turns emotional.
Her eyes turn bright, she says: “Ze Yan, go and chase after her! Hurry up chase after her!”
Wen Ze Yan notices her change in attitude and frowns: “What are you planning?”
“No, I’m sincere. Ze Yan, go and chase after her. You haven’t forgotten about her right? You don’t want to marry her? Go and chase after her!”
Wen Ze Yan doesn’t say anything and just guides her to the elevator.
Lu Jie is too excited, she feels finally she could solve her worries. She gets into the sickroom and holds Wen Ze Yan’s hand. “Ze Yan I’m really sincere and serious about this. Don’t you doubt my motivation or thinking. I am thinking about you and Xin Xin. See you, you haven’t forgotten her, you cannot forget her too. If in this lifetime you never get her, she will be your regret this lifetime. Now you have chance, I will not be your stumbling block. Xin Xin will also break up with that man, why don’t you put more effort and chase after her again?”
“Xin Xin cannot give birth again, she will be dumped. She should be very sad. This time shouldn’t you go and comfort her, shouldn’t you protect her? She already losses her mother, she also has an idiot Di Di. Could it be that you want her to live alone, to bear this attack by herself, what if she cannot figure this out?”
Wen Ze Yan looks at her and says nothing. He is confused.
He understands her too well, she will not think of others.
Lu Jie starts to be calmer.
“Xin Xin cannot conceive, if you marry her, in the future you will not have another kid. Then Kai Kai will be your guys only kid. Then you will treat him well. I have my selfishness but you also get benefit…..”
So basically it’s all fake, she is thinking only for her son.
Wen Ze Yan sits down and ponders.
Lu Jie comes over and kneels down. She places her hands on his thigh. “Ze Yan, if you like him, then chase after her. This time, I support you sincerely.”
Outside there’s suddenly a fireworks. It breaks the silence at night.
Jing Suo Suo takes a chance when Jing Fen Fen is choosing tea leaves to send message to Jing Bo Yuan.
—- Ye Ye before kicked I and Da Jie out. He wants to talk alone with Xin Xin.
As for what they are talking about, Da Ge you are smart, you should know about it. Even Da Jie can guess it.
After around five minutes, her phone rings. A message comes.
Jing Fen Fen is talking with the sales assistant, Jing Suo Suo takes out her phone again.
—- Em.
It’s simple.
—- Da Ge, do you know Ye Ye looks for Xin Xin?
Very quickly a message comes. It doesn’t answer her question.
—- You are not back yet?
Jing Suo Suo immediately replies.
—- No.
Then there’s no other message. Jing Suo Suo guesses that Jing Bo Yuan will rely anymore. When she is about to turn off her phone. “What are you doing?” Jinf Fen Fen comes closer and surprises Jing Suo Suo.
Jing Fen Fen narrows her eyes: “You sent message to Da Ge to report?”
Jing Suo Suo closes her mouth.
Jing Fen Fen pokes her head with force: “How can you live off one person while secretly helping another?”
Jing Suo Suo is unhappy: “Why? Xin Xin will marry to Da Ge, she will be our Jing family member too. She is my Sao Zi. She is insider not stranger!”
“Okay, let’s go back.” Jing Fen Fen is lazy to mind her.
When they return to the room, Ye Qing Xin is sitting down on the sofa and waiting for Jing Suo Suo. Ye Qing Xin then stands up and says: “You are back, we are going home now?”
Jing Suo Suo glances at her Ye Ye and sees that he doesn’t say anything so she says: “let’s go.”
Both of them bid their goodbye.
When they go down, inside the elevator.
Jing Suo Suo turns her head and says to Ye Qing Xin: “Xin Xin, don’t listen to my Ye Ye’s words. I support you and da Ge.”
Ye Qing Xin looks at Jing Suo Suo with astonishment. She understands that Jing Suo Suo is Jing family member, she should know Jing Ye Ye’s decision. She should be able to guess what did Jing Ye Ye say to her. It’s not strange.
She smiles: “Suo Suo, thank you.”
After sometime, the car stops in front of B university gate.
Ye Qing Xin notices a black car in front of B university gate too.
“Yi? It’s Da Ge’s car.” Jing Suo Suo says with surprise tone. She pokes Ye Qing Xin’s arm. “Go, Da Ge is waiting for you.”
Ye Qing Xin recalls Old Mister Jing’s words toward her: “A month, retreat from A Yuan’s life for a month. If in a month I cannot let him marry, then I’ll not stop you guys to be together. Ke Yin used to support you. I think you understand well that you think of her. Could it be you want her to spend her last days on the bed? If you and A Yuan have a strong relationship, then I think a month is nothing.”
Old Mister Jing is determined. He seems to believe that Jing Bo Yuan will compromise.
“Go, why are you day-dreaming?” Jing Suo Suo urges her.
Ye Qing Xin gets off the car and runs toward the black car.
The time she is near the car, the door is opened.
Ye Qing Xin gets closer to the opened door and gets off the car. She smiles at him. “Why are you here? Is it done?”
Now it’s just nine thirty.
“You met with Ye Ye.”
He holds her hand.
“You know it.”
It’s possibly that everyone in Jing family members know about it. She feels like an outsider.
Right, she is an outsider.
“Last night Ye Ye called me, he said to me what he said to you.”
Ye Qing Xin is silent and raises her head to look at Jing Bo Yuan.
“Ye Ye said that he wants me to give you a month. He wants to use a month to persuade you to get marry. If you can persevere for a month than he will not intervene us anymore.” She smiles: “Does Ye Ye know your weak spot? He seems to be so confident about it.”
Jing Bo Yuan looks at her forceful smile: “What do you want to say?”
Ye Qing Xin looks at the window: “In the beginning being with you, our gap is too huge. I know that it will be an obstruction for us. Your family will look down at me. But then I met Ye Ye and Nai Nai, your mother and father. They seemed to not see me that way. Especially Nai Nai, she is good toward me.”
“That time during Nai Nai’s birthday party, she protected me. The time I had miscarriage when Sheng Nai Nai and Yu Tai Tai came over to beg me, Nai Nai was so furious that she kicked them out without mind about anything. I know that she treats me well because she loves you. And toward me she just loves me because of you. But I know her good, I could feel her sincereness, I am thankful for it.”
“Since I was ten years old, I has experienced the hot and cold of life. I has watched social snobbery. Bo Yuan, I’m very realistic person.”
She is very realistic. Even for love. So she will not act like other young women that request their boyfriends to put them in first place. She doesn’t want a man to push away work or meeting for accompanying her. She knows that business and success is important for Jing Bo Yuan. It’s part of his charm.
“I always try hard to make myself better to be able to suit you. But it cannot be happened in overnight. We have too huge gap. I cannot give you anything. The only thing I could give is my body, but now my health even cannot suit you. A marriage is not only about two persons, but also two families binding. You can accept my condition, but your family cannot. A marriage without blessing will not be easy.”
“I also don’t want you to live in a guilt. I know you are close with Nai Nai…”
Jing Bo Yuan kept on staying at the hospital for whole day the day Old Madame Jing was inside the operation room. Ye Qing Xin is sad. She feels that she makes thing hard for him. He is trapped.
“Last time, I told you to end things. We broke up for two months. I felt so sad. Sometimes I regretted it. I didn’t want to experience that feeling twice. But Bo Yuan, I love you. I don’t want in the future to see you regret your current choice.”
Ye Qing Xin loves him, she longs that she can spend life together with him. But she is very reasonable, she is not a stupid and naive young woman. She isn’t someone that loves selfishly.
Jing Bo Yuan hears her words and feels headache.
He massages his temple: “So?”
Ye Qing Xin comes closer and stays in his embrace: “I want to give Ye Ye a chance and also give you a chance.”
Jing Bo Yuan carries her up to sit down on his thigh. He is waiting for her words.
“Ye Ye was a soldier. He will keep his words. I believe that he said one month. I promise him to give him a month. I will not intervene.”
Ye Qing Xin places her head on his shoulder and looks peaceful.
“In a month, I hope that you can think about the future life carefully. Whether you will choose me or not, this lifetime you shouldn’t feel regret.” She continues: “If Ye Ye cannot persuade you, if you have considered all and you still choose me, then in the future I’ll hang on to you. This lifetime you cannot dream to dump me.”
Jing Bo Yuan is silent for a while and says: “Why don’t you believe me?”
“No.” She plays with his sleeve. “I believe you, but I don’t believe reality.”
She says: “The year when I turned ten, father abandoned all of us, mother was sick. Xiao Guo cannot live by his own. That time I learnt how to cook, i learnt how to take care of others, I learnt how to fight to protect Xiao Guo, I learnt how to be indifferent toward other’s mockery. Because of Tai Zheng Ting’s helps make his wife be unhappy, I learnt how to see other’s feeling.”
“The year I turned fourteen, I got to know Wen Ze Yan. He was kindhearted like my Da Ge Ge. He protected me, sometimes he helped to take care of my Ma and Xiao Guo. The spring time when I turned seventeen he confessed to me, that time he was the sun in my dark life. I accepted him. He said that he would protect me, he would love me forever, I believe him.”
“The winter of my seventeen years old, his father was in difficult situation. For helping his mother, he turned his back and married a rich woman.”
“I believe he was sincere that time, but the reality has forced her to submit. Between love and family, he chose family. I don’t blame her. If it’s me, perhaps I’ll make the same choice.”
Ye Qing Xin doesn’t know why she talks a lot.
Jing Bo Yuan smiles and says: “You are really open-minded. You don’t afraid that I’ll compromise.”
Ye Qing Xin smiles, yet her eyes turn wet.
Jing Bo Yuan lowers his head and kisses her lips.
Ye Qing Xin responds enthusiastically to it.
10:30 p.m. she returns to her room.
Jing Bo Yuan stays in the car and smokes. He is daydreaming
He suddenly somehow understands how can he fall in love with her.
She is a young one but she is special, she is different from other women.
He smiles light and drives the car away.
In the next few days, except going to class, Ye Qing Xin just stays in the library either to read book or design something. She doesn’t go to the hospital to visit Old Madame Jing again. That day Old Mister Jing told her to not come again in a month.
Every day Jing Bo Yuan will call her. They both will chat and doesn’t mention about those thing again.
Today at night, she comes out from the library and goes to the dining hall to have dinner. Then she bumps into Dou Weir, who has lame legs, on the way back to the dorm.
At last Dou Weir has dream to become model. Recently she attends training class for modeling. So everyday she goes to train her body or practice her catwalk. Sometimes she passes on unimportant class.
Ye Qing Xin holds her hand, she helps to take a basin of hot water to let her soak her legs.
Dou Weir thanks her. “Thank you.”
Ye Qing Xin smiles.
Suddenly her phone rings.
Ye Qing Xin frowns and answers it.
“Xin Xin, I’m outside B university gate. I have something to talk to you.”
Ye Qing Xin’s voice sounds estranged: “It’s late, if there’s anything you want to say then just say it on the phone. It’s the same.”
Wen Ze Yan insists: “Xin Xin, I’ll wait until you come.” Then he hangs up.
Ye Qing Xin frowns.
After twenty minutes. Outside B university gate.
“What is it?” Ye Qing Xin looks at the twenty five years old man in front of her.
Wen Ze Yan watches her face for three seconds and suddenly comes closer and hugs her.
He is emotional.
Ye Qing Xin isn’t ready so she is hugged by him. Then she just responds coldly: “Let me go.”
Wen Ze Yan just hugs her even tighter: “Xin Xin, I know it now. I’m worry. That year if I didn’t let you go that easy, you will not suffer this….”
“Let me go, don’t let me repeat it for the third time, Wen Ze Yan.”
Her voice is cold and there’s a hint of anger.
Wen Ze Yan is surprised and let her go.
Ye Qing Xin takes steps back and puts some space between them. “I don’t know what did you hear or what do you know. My problem is unrelated to you. I don’t need your pity. You should care more about your wife. I see that her illness is quite serious, you should care more about her.”
“Xin Xin, are you hate me to abandon you? I let you down. Xin Xin. Please give me one more chance to let me compensate you. This time I’ll not let you go.”
Ye Qing Xin looks at him and says seriously: “Let me say it once more. My problem is unrelated to you. We broke up three years ago. We are unrelated. I don’t have any complain toward you, I also don’t hate you. For me, you are just a stranger. Also I have a very good life.”
“Very good? Xin Xin, you always act stubborn since you were young. Every time you are hurt, you will say that you are not hurt.” Wen Ze Yan takes out a paper out from his pocket. “Look at this, he will marry another woman.”
Ye Qing Xin looks at that paper and doesn’t move.
Wen Ze Yan looks at her and passes it to her.
It’s a newspaper from Jing city’s top publishing company. The headline says: “Congratulation for happy occasion of Bo Wei and Jing Yan, a strong alliance.”
Ye Qing Xin looks at it and doesn’t respond for a moment.
Jing Bo Yuan has involved in business world for more than ten years. Except because of his own ability and skills, perhaps because of his strong family background.
With his great background, no one dares to offend him. The media shouldn’t dare to do anything to provoke him. So every news about Bo Wei should be approved by Jing Bo Yuan first before it’s being published.
Without his approval, no media will dare to publish any news.
Although there’re no Jing Bo Yuan or Gu Qiao’s name. But it explicitly informs about their marriage.
“Xin Xin, he is not suitable for you. You guys aren’t coming from a same world.” Wen Ze Yan knows that his action might hurt her. He notices that her face turn pale. He crumples the paper and throws it to the bin. “Xin Xin, three years ago, I let you down. Starting from today, I will not let you be hurt.”
He is sincere. He takes steps closer to her and holds her hand: “Believe me.”
Ye Qing Xin regains herself and looks at the man in front of her. She takes her hand out of his grip. She smiles lightly: “I don’t love you anymore. Even there’s no him, it will not be you too. So don’t look for me again. Don’t let me hate you.”
She says it and turns her body to get back inside.
Wen Ze Yan watches her leave.
Ye Qing Xin doesn’t believe that is real but rationally she thinks that news shouldn’t be baseless news.
She returns to the dorm and just in time Jing Suo Suo is back. Ye Qing Xin asks her about that news. Jing Suo Suo is at loss, she doesn’t know about it.
The next day afternoon, Ye Qing Xin comes out of the class. She is bumped into Lu Jie.
“Xin Xin, can we chat?”
Ye Qing Xin could guess faintly what she wants to chat about. She says directly: “Don’t worry, I don’t have any relationship with Wen Ze Yan.”
“I know.” Lu Jie smiles gently: “So I want to chat with you.”
It’s weird. Ye Qing Xin looks at her with her confused stare. “since you know it, then we have nothing to talk about.”
Lu JIe smiles: “I want to tell you something. No one knows about it. If you don’t want to be alone with me. We can talk about it here. I will die soon, I don’t feel afraid for anyone to know about it.” She notices that Ye Qing Xin is unwilling to talk: “Just five minutes.”
Ye Qing Xin is hungry and looks at stubborn Lu Jie. She looks at the dining hall building, then says: “I’m hungry.”
Ye Qing Xin orders something for Lu Jie.
Lu Jie looks at Ye Qing Xin, who is enjoying her food silently. She starts to talk: “That year, my Gong Gong…. Ze Yan’s father was accused falsely to rape a young woman. I planned that thing.”
Ye Qing Xin bites her chopsticks and looks at her face.
“That time I like Ze Yan, I chased after him for a long time, but he just rejected me. I couldn’t accept it, I am a daughter of the major, and you are just a poor girl, why couldn’t he fall in love with me? what is so good about you?”
“So I planned that. I gave money to her family to force Ze Yan’s family. If it’s me, Xin Xin, you will be with Ze Yan. You guys will be happy. You also don’t need to suffer this thing in Jing City. Xin Xin, rich family is unsuitable for an innocent woman like you. Moreover Jing Bo Yuan will marry soon with another woman. Xin Xin, Ze Yan is your home.”
Ye Qing Xin didn’t expect this. She finishes her soup and looks at Lu Jie: “You mean that you want me to return to Ze Yan’s side?”
Lu Jie thinks that Ye Qing Xin finally be emotionally affected. Her eyes turn bright, she nods: “Yes.”
Ye Qing Xin finds it is funny. She laughs: “You guys are funny. One find me to beg me to take him back. I can understand him, but for you, I am confused. How can you ask your husband’s first love to take him back. It’s interesting.”
“Wen Ze Yan is young. He is a good man, he looks okay. You are afraid that he cannot find another wife?”
Lu Jie doesn’t understand Ye Qing Xin’s mockery. She says: “I know that you cannot have a child. I and Ze Yan’s kid is still young, he is younger than a month old. Xin Xin, if you marry Ze Yan, Kai Kai will be your own kids. You can be a mother. I cannot live for a long time, I will not be your stumbling stone.”
Ye Qing Xin finally understands.
Actually Lu Jie is not helping Wen Ze Yan, but she is looking for a mother for her son.
No wonder Wen Ze Yan can act that way, it turns out he has support.
Looking at Lu Jie’s perspective, Ye Qing Xin supports this thinking. She cannot give birth, she will not have her own kid. She can have kid by regarding Lu Jie’s son as her own.
It’s really a win-win situation.
Ye Qing Xin looks at Lu Jie. She smiles mockingly. “Even though I cannot give birth. In this world, there’re lots of orphans. If I want one, then I can adopt one. Why should I help to raise your son? Your son should be raised by Wen Ze Yan’s future wife. I hope that he will be able to find a good one.”
“You…….” Lu Jie’s face turns sour. “Could it be that you don’t have any feeling to Wen Ze Yan anymore?”
Ye Qing Xin ignores her and stands up to tidy up her plates: “I’m full, mind yourself.”
“Ye Qing Xin!” Lu Jie is emotional. She stands up and says: “I beg you..”
Ye Qing Xin turns her head and smiles: “Beg me, it’s better to beg God.”
She leaves the dining hall. She is thinking of what Lu Jie said. She finds it funny.
For her own son, she doesn’t mind to beg the woman that she uses to hate.
She strokes her belly. If her two kids were still here, now they will be five or six months old. They should be able to move by now. She doesn’t know whether they are girls or boys.
At this time.
Jing family residence.
Old Mister Jing is sitting down inside the living room. There’s also Jing Bo Yuan.
At the coffee table in front of them. There’s a photo of Wen Ze Yan hugs Ye Qing Xin. They look so intimate.
“Look at this, the young girl seems to live happily without you in just few days.”
Jing Bo Yuan is calm, he doesn’t respond. He acts like he doesn’t know both of them.
Old Mister Jing notices his indifferent attitude and frowns. “I let someone to investigate this man. He is from a same city as Xin Xin. In the past they were in relationship but the man’s father was in serious lawsuit. So he broke up with Xin Xin and married another woman. Now his wife falls sick. I heard that she will die soon. Xin Xin with this man, maybe their love will come alive again.”
“I already discussed with Gu Xing De. We will announce both of our family engagement during the New Year’s Day. That time even you don’t show up, the engagement will also be successful.”
Jing Bo Yuan laughs lightly to hear it.
“So this is the way of persuading me. To publish the news of engagement. Without my approval just hold the engagement. You want to use this photo to make misunderstand between me and Xin Xin. Ye Ye, you really underestimate me.”
Old Mister Jing looks at his uncontrollable grandson: “I know that you have ambition to expand overseas. These two years you have plans to expand to the west. You want to the right to seize Qian Feng Dao. With Qian Feng Dao, Bo Wei will be tenth most influential company. I can help you to get Qian Feng Dao as long as you marry Gu family’s daughter.”
Jing Bo Yuan takes the photo and stands up. He looks at his Ye Ye and says calmly: “If there’s nothing else, then I’ll go home first. Ye Ye, have a good rest. Mind your health.”