vvChapter 349
Ye QIng Xin and Jing Bo Yuan takes the triplet and appears at Jing family residence. It attracts a lot of attentions.
Triplet is rare to be seen. The kids has inherited their Papa Mama’s good looking. Each one of them looks very chubby and handsome. They attract not only old Nai Nai but also little girl.
“Di Di is so cute.” Jing family’s five-years old little girl says. She likes the triplet so much. She drags her Mama to go over to see them. “Mama, can I ask for pretty Jie Jie to have one Di Di to take home? Niu Niu likes them so much.”
Her naive words make everyone laughs.
Ye Qing Xin is holding Mu Mu. Nian Nian and Zhao Zhao are held by their own nannies. Jing Bo Yuan is with Old Madame Jing now.
“You cannot, little Di Di need to be together with Mama. If not they will cry. Niu Niu also always be with Mama when you were little right? We cannot let little Di Di leave their Mama.” The little girl’s Mama explains.
The little girl pouts, her eyes turn teary by the time she hears she cannot take the little Di Di. She looks at Mu Mu: “But, Niu Niu really really likes Xiao Di Di…..” She says. She looks at Ye Qing Xin and shows her index finger to indicate number “1”. She tries to negotiate. “Pretty Jie Jie, Niu Niu just wants one. You have three. Can you give Niu Niu one Di Di?”
The little girl’s Mama is standing beside and she finds the situation is funny yet extremely embarrassing too.
“I’m sorry. Niu Niu is insensible.” She apologizes.
“It’s okay. Niu Niu is very cute, everyone should likes her.” Ye Qing Xin holds Mu Mu and kneels down to look straight ahead at the little girl. “Di Di is still young, the time he is hungry he needs milk. Niu Niu, do you have milk for Di Di to drink?”
The little girl nods. “I have, Mama every night will make milk for me. Niu Niu will not drink it, I’ll give it to Di Di to drink.”
“Then what if Di Di pees in his diaper, can you change the diaper? Can you wash the clothes? You bring D Di home, Niu Niu needs to help Di Di to wash the clothes. You need to wash it everyday. Niu Niu goes to school right, you cannot take care of Di Di, then what will happen to Di Di?”
It’s clear that the questions are never thought by the little girl. She is stupefied that she forgets to cry. Ye Qing Xin sees how cute is the little girl. She suddenly wants to give birth to a daughter for Jing Bo Yuan.
“Then it’s better for little Di Di to be with Jie Jie. Niu Niu wants to go to school. When I’m at school, I cannot take care of Di Di. Di Di will be sad.” The little girl blinks. “Can I touch little Di Di’s cheek?”
Ye Qing Xin smiles and strokes the little girl’s hair softly. “Of course.”
The little girl strokes Mu Mu’s cheek softly and cautiously. “Oh how soft, how comfortable just like the cotton candy Mama bought for me.”
“Okay, okay. Don’t touch too long, Xiao Di Di will feel uncomfortable.”
“Xin Xin.” Ji Yi calls after Ye Qing Xin. “Come here for a while.”
Ye Qing Xin apologizes to the little girl’s Mama and smiles. “I’ll go over for a while. Make yourself comfortable.”
She smiles kindly and her words sound like Jing family’s mistress.
“Okay.” The little girl’s Mama replies.
On the other side, Nian Nian and Zhao Zhao are surrounded by a group of Nai Nai and A Yi. Ye Qing Xin takes a look at it and just holds Mu Mu and goes to Ji Yi’s side.
Before they come here, Ye Qing Xin has instructed the nannies and other maids that come over to not let the kids leave their sight. There’re bodyguards to watch over the kids.
Jing Bo Yuan notices that Ye Qing Xin is called by Ji Yi. When he is chatting with others, his sight from time to time goes to the kids.
Ji Yi takes Ye Qing Xin to the living room and says helplessly. “This period of time Fen Fen’s condition, I think you also heard it. For Xiao Yu of Cheng family, she has a setback that leads to a total collapse. Though you are eight to nine years younger than her but you are more experienced than her. For her, you supposedly be an experienced one. She is in the room and is unwilling to go out. Please help San Shen to persuade her.”
Jing Fen Fen’s current situation makes Ji Yi somehow feels that thing has reached the dead end.
Ye Qing Xin thinks that Ji Yi looks for her to persuade Jin Fen Fen, not because of her age or experience but because a lot of people have talked to Jing Fen Fen.
Ji Yi is sad.
“Let me try. San Shen, don’t be too sad.” Ye Qing Xin holds Mu Mu and she uses one of her hand to pat Ji Yi’s hand.
Ji Yi holds Ye Qing Xin’s hand. “Good kid, please help me.”
Ye Qing Xin goes to Jing Fen Fen’s bedroom. On the way, she meets and greets a lot of Jing family’s relatives. She greets all of them in polite manner.
She knocks on the Jing Fen Fen’s door but no one answers.
Ye Qing Xin considers for a while and then opens the door to get in.
The door next to Jing Fen Fen’s room is opened. It’s Jing Suo Suo. Jing Suo Suo still wears her panamas. Her eyes are half-narrowed. “Xin Xin ah, you are looking for Da Jie?”
Ye Qing Xin frowns. “Why are you still sleeping? In a short while, Xi JIe will come.”
“Oh.” Jing Suo Suo stretches her waist and yawns. “I just wake up.” Before she returns to her room, she says. “My Ma asked you to comfort my Jie right?’
Ye Qing Xin doesn’t deny.
Jing Suo Suo says. “I hope that you can be successful. If she gets better soon, then I can lay my card on the table with Cheng Da Ge.”
Jing Fen Fen’s condition somehow makes Jing Suo Suo feels guilty.
Jing Suo Suo closes the door. She takes her clothes and goes to the bathroom to get ready.
Jing Suo Suo and Jing Fen Fen are not having a harmonious relationship since they were little. They always fight because of small matter. Sometimes they even will hit each other.
But she still cannot see Jing Fen Fen in desperate situation. She doesn’t have heart to chase after her happiness if Jing Fen Fen is in bad condition.
She wants to wait at least till the time Jing Fen Fen can let go Cheng Ru Yu, then she will chase after Cheng Ru Yu.
She looks at the mirror, she examines her own body. She then remembers the day Song Xian Yu said that it seems Cheng Ru Yu likes someone. Jing Suo Suo is worried that by the time Jing Fen Fen has come out of the desperate situation, Cheng Ru Yu will be someone else.
Should she immediately tell Cheng Ru Yu about her feeling?
But what about Jing Fen Fen? What will happen if Jing Fen Fen knows that in the most difficult situation Jing Suo Suo just confesses to Cheng ru Yu? Will she be more in pain?”
Jing Suo Suo kneels down and buries her face between her knee. She is helpless.
In the other room.
Ye Qing Xin tries to knock again several times. But there’s no response. She tries to open the door, and the door is unlocked.
Jing Fen Fen’s room is much more mature than Jing Suo Suo’s room. There’s no cute toys inside. It’s cleaner and spacious.
Jing Fen Fen is wearing an oversize t-shirt, she is sitting down near the window while holding her knees.
It’s been quite some time since Ye Qing Xin last met her, Jing Fen Fen looks much skinnier.
She just like a lifeless doll, she doesn’t move. Her eyes are dull.
“Fen Fen Jie.’ Ye Qing Xin tries to call after her but Jing Fen Fen doesn’t response.
Ye Qing Xin comes over with Mu Mu on her embrace. She sits down on the sofa beside the window.
She lets Mu Mu lay down on her shoulder.
Mu Mu lays down her shoulder and looks at Jing Fen Fen with his big round eyes.
“Before Jing Bo Yuan, I had a boyfriend.” Ye Qing Xin doesn’t know how to comfort a heartbroken woman. She feels that sharing her experience might works. “He has a very warm name, Wen Ze Yan.”
“My family is poor before. Fen Fen Jie should know about it. My Di Di has intelligence problem. He used to be bullied by those same-age or older kids, even the smaller kids also bullied her. Everyone seems to be bullied him. I frequently fought with those kids. Once, there were a lot of them, I cannot hit them. They used brick to pound my head.”
“I thought I will die, the time the blood seeped and covered my eyes. Wen Ze Yan appeared. I watched he drove out all those bullies. He carried me up and took me to the hospital quickly. I still remember that eyes. Till today the time I remember that day, he is still my hero.”
“Afterwards, as expected we were together. But it’s a pity, it’s not for long. His Papa got into a trouble. For saving his father, that time he got married to the daughter of county’s head commissioner.”
Jing Fen Fen’s eyes move, she looks at Ye Qing Xin.
Ye Qing Xin smiles and looks at Jing Fen Fen too. She is calm. “The day he told me that he wants a break up. I felt that my whole world is falling down. I looked at him for a long time. I could see that he is unwilling to do it. But I know that he is kind and filial. He wouldn’t just watch his father be in prison.”
That time Ye Qing Xin was so young, perhaps she still didn’t understand what is love, perhaps she might not love Wen Ze Yan. But that time Wen Ze Yan was the light of her dark world.
“I cannot help him. The one that I can do for him is not giving him pressure. I used my most calm voice and said to him: “I bless you to have a happy life”. I just turned my body and left. I didn’t look back.”
Ye Qing Xin smiles.
“Did you love him?” Jing Fen Fen speaks suddenly with her hoarse voice.
“That time he is my rock.” He was important, very important part of her life.
“Then weren’t you sad?” Jing Fen Fen asks.
“Of course. Of course I was sad.” Ye Qing Xin pats Mu Mu’s little bottom lightly and smiles. “After breaking up with him, for a long time I couldn’t see any hope in my life. A lot of mornings I woke up with teary eyes. My pillow was wet.”
“But only I know about it. No one else know about it. He also doesn’t know about it. Because I know the time those beside me know about it, they will be sad for me, they will worry. If he knows about it, it’ll be a pressure for her. I really hope that he can live well.”
Jing Fen Fen closes her eyes.
“I thought that this lifetime I’ll not meet someone like Wen Ze Yan, a man that will protect me. Till I meet Bo Yuan.”
“Bo Yuan is good toward me, he is like my father, like a sea, that protects me, loves me, treasures me, tolerate me. A lot of time, he moves me. It’s a different feeling with Wen Ze Yan.”
“Then I just realize that I love Bo Yuan and my feeling toward Wen Ze Yan was just a like and dependent. He just appeared during my most difficult moment.”
“Sometimes when I was in Bo Yuan’s embrace, I had a fear. If that time I didn’t break up with Wen Ze Yan maybe I will be with him. I will not encounter Bo Yuan. I am happy that time I broke up with Wen Ze Yan.”
Jing Fen Fen is not stupid, she knows that Ye Qing Xin’s words are purposeful.
Ye Qing Xin wants to tell her that Cheng Ru Yu is not her true love. Missing Cheng Ru Yu, perhaps she will meet another man, that worthy of her love.
“Every person will encounter different circumstances, you cannot use experience to judge another.” Jing Fen Fen says.
Mu Mu seems to be hungry, his little mouth does a sucking action. Ye Qing Xin turns her body slightly from JIng Fen Fen. She opens up her shirt button. The time Mu Mu sucks the milk and drinks it, she once again looks at Jing Fen Fen.
“According to what I know, Cheng Yi Sheng clearly expresses his feeling. He doesn’t like you. For a man that doesn’t like you, why should you keep on tormenting yourself for him. You think he will feel sorry for you? Will he be heartbroken for you?”
Jing Fen Fen’s eyes turn dark.
“There’re your family members, who are caring and worrying about you. They are worried about you, they feel sad for you. Don’t you feel guilty about it?” Ye Qing Xin looks at JIng Fen Fen. “Maybe someone has told you about it. You also don’t listen to it. It’s just you never really consider them…”
“Cheng Yi Sheng doesn’t love you. If you break up with a man that you love and you be so dispirited. I can understand it. I believe that San Shen can understand it too. But that man doesn’t love you, he doesn’t have any feeling toward you. Why should you torment yourself. Why should you torment your family. I really cannot understand why are you doing that.”
Why?”
Jing Fen Fen looks at the window.
She recalls what happened that night. Cheng Ru Yu said that he wants to talk with her. He drove toward a peaceful corner. She was so nervous as she thought that he would confess his feeling toward her. Who knows, he said: “Jing Fen Fen, I have someone that I like. I hope in the future I will not hear any rumor about us being together.”
Rumor. He thinks her feeling toward her as a rumor.
Her heart stopped that time. Cheng Ru Yu continued: “If there’s any rumor again. I will go to the media and speak up about my feeling toward you.”
It’s been several times for Cheng Ru Yu to express his feeling toward Jing Fen Fen.
“Why?” That time Jing Fen Fen watched Cheng Ru Yu with intense gaze.
Cheng Ru Yu smoked without saying anything.
“Just because you have someone that you like?” Jing Fen Fen asked again.
Cheng Ru Yu didn’t deny.
“Who is she?”
“Who is she?” Jing Fen Fen cries, she asks: “I like you for so many years, why can’t you like me? Who is she? Tell me, who is she?”
Cheng Ru Yu doesn’t answer her, like he is protecting that someone he likes.
Jing Fen Fen’s heart is shattered. The time Cheng Ru Yu drove her back to Jing family house, she didn’t know why, she suddenly remembered that Jing Suo Suo also likes Cheng Ru Yu. She asked worriedly: “Is it Suo Suo? You like Suo Suo?”
She then screams: “Deny it! I beg you deny it! Tell me you don’t like her! I beg you don’t like her!”
Jing Fen Fen rather has Cheng Ru Yu likes another woman and not her own Mei Mei!