Chapter 415 - Chapter 415: A Strange Feeling of Disappointment
Chapter 415: A Strange Feeling of Disappointment
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The movie was so beautiful that it seemed to have fulfilled a beautiful dream for her.
She wanted to act. She wanted to act in this role. She even felt that she was this character, or rather, she wanted to be this character! Because he wasn’t as lucky as her, he wanted this to be perfect.
Can I?
What MO Nianchen had said this morning resurfaced in her mind again.
Do you like acting? Or did she only like to film with Situ Ye?
She did not know why he would suddenly ask her such a strange question, nor could she answer his question.
This was because she did not like acting that much, let alone mentioning that she liked to be with Situ Ye.
However, if she had to choose someone to be her partner, she would definitely…He would definitely choose Situ Ye. Because he made her feel safe.
Because she knew that he wouldn’t hurt her.
That day at Ten Miles Hongzhuang, I asked you to consider the problem. Have you considered it?
Li Shengxia clenched her fists at the thought of that.
He had said too much that day. She tried to sort it out, but she could not make sense of it…
Sometimes, it was easy to forgive. Perhaps it was not a matter of whether a person wanted to forgive another person or not. There were too many problems between them. She could not list them out, but she knew that such a gap was difficult to eliminate.
Even if they forced themselves to get close to each other, the outcome would still be unpleasant.
He always appeared in her dreams…
She wanted him to appear in her dreams, but she was afraid that he would appear in her dreams.
Because she clearly knew that she could no longer bear another morning of disappointment…lt was another morning without him.
Between me and Situ Ye, who would you choose??He had to choose one! Who would you choose? Would you choose Situ Ye?
Don’t choose him.
You can film if you like, but don’t film with him.
I don’t like Situ Ye!
You’re not allowed to like him either!
She was a little stunned when she thought of this. She did not know why he would say such strange things.
Why did she have to choose between him and Situ?
Situ was her friend, and he was the lover she had missed…
She didn’t have to choose anything. She didn’t have to choose anything. She had no choice. She didn’t even know how he got this multiple-choice question.
What she did not understand even more was why he had ordered her coldly just a second ago. In the next second, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength and apologized to her pale-faced…
I just don’t want you to get too close to Situ Ye.
I’m not stopping you from having your friends, your hobbies, your life, I just…
You can do whatever you want.
He was just what? What did he mean by not saying anything? In the end, he let go of her. Was it out of respect, out of fulfillment, or out of a helpless compromise?
Pei Yunke told her that she saw MO Nianchen standing at the entrance of the company and watching her get out of Situ’s car…
When he got off work today, he did not insist on going home with her as usual..
Should she not have taken this role?
He did not like her acting with Situ Ye…
But…
Why did she arrange her life based on his feelings?
Besides, she really liked this movie…This role seemed to be tailor-made for her, and she was reluctant to give it up.
Perhaps she liked acting?
Should she give up?
Why was she always thinking about MO Nianchen and those words?
The expression on his face when he said those words kept replaying…
It was as if he was a little powerless, as if he was a little worried, as if… Helpless.
Li Shengxia shook her head.
She did not want to continue thinking about it.
She washed up and lay on the bed.
She closed her eyes and the image of MO Nianchen appeared in her mind.
She opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling. MO Nianchen’s face had appeared on the ceiling again..
He didn’t show up tonight. Did something happen to him? If he stopped pestering her, wouldn’t that be what she wanted?
She looked at her phone. There were no missed calls or text messages.
She threw her phone away, feeling frustrated again…
Since when did MO Nianchen make her feel uneasy??Why couldn’t she remember at all!
Why did this guy always appear in front of her? He left her annoyed, and he didn’t leave her annoyed. No matter what he did, she couldn’t help but guess his thoughts!?
Was she crazy? Why did she have to guess about him?
Was she crazy? Why should she care about his feelings?
She wanted to do what she wanted, so it was fine to do it, wasn’t it!?
Why was she tossing and turning like this because of a few inexplicable words from him?!?
She recalled how he had asked Chi Su to stop the car, agreed to let her get out of the car, and left her in the middle of the road without looking back…
She recalled the sound of the engine whistling past and the cold wind that seemed to carry his aura…
It was as if he had been abandoned by her on the way, and he felt inexplicably disappointed.
She didn’t even understand where this sense of loss came from.
She must be a very strange woman, right? She clearly knew what was right and what was wrong, but she still kept making mistakes. She kept making mistakes…
She clearly knew what she should and shouldn’t do, but she still kept doing what she shouldn’t do and thinking about him over and over again.
At the same time-
MO Nianchen’s car was parked right outside Li Shengxia’s door. He rolled down the window and stared blankly at her room where the lights had been switched off.
He lit a cigarette but did not take a puff. He allowed the smoke to circle around his fingertips and enshroud his vision.
He never knew what he could do to win her back, and he never knew what he could do to make her stay.
It was as if she had exhausted all methods and played all the roles, but she still seemed unmoved.
Was this the saddest part of love? When you were deeply attached to someone, you realized tnat no matter now mucn you did tor ner, sne would not stay tor even a second.
Actually, he should have already gotten used to this kind of loneliness.
However, he would still struggle desperately like a madman who was at a loss.
He knew that he shouldn’t be making things difficult for her. He was just…
She didn’t know how to face herself, who was at a loss.
It was as if she was an extra in her life.
He had been constantly searching for a sense of existence, trying to leave a trace in her life. However, every time he looked into her eyes, he would feel that he had never been in her world.
This feeling of loneliness kept repeating itself. He felt a little tired and tired.
Would it really be better to give up?
Was she hoping that he would let her go?
Was this the best outcome?
He would not make things difficult for her, nor would he make her struggle…
But….