One Useless Rebirth

“Why are you so sweaty…” Di Qiuhe touched his forehead and helped him sit up with his eyebrows frowned. He then touched on his back, finding out it was also sweaty. He blamed himself and said, “It’s all my fault to bother you for the whole night. I’ll ask assistant Wang to get a room in the airport hotel so that you can go there to take a hot bath and have a nice sleep. If you still feel no good just call him, don’t hold it.”

He Bai stood up and looked into his gentle and caring eyes. Thinking about what he had seen in the dream, he couldn’t help holding him. He tried to say something but his throat was so dry that he couldn’t say a word.

Fan Lianxiu, the only daughter of Fan Da, mother of Di Qiuhe, died of illness soon after Qin Li was pregnant with Di Xiasong. What if Fan Lianxiu didn’t actually die of illness but of Di Bian and Qin Li…He was startled and recalled that Di Qiuhe once said that Di Xiasong means much more than him to Di Bian, a horrible assumption came into his mind.

Was it out of guilt that Di Bian feared Di Qiuhe so much? Or is it because Di Qiuhe is the child of Fan Lianxiu who was killed by him? Di Bian must have worried about the death of Qiuhe’s mother that he didn’t dare to trust and stay close to his son. Then was it possible that Di Qiuhe didn’t get killed by Di Chunhua in the last life, but by Di Bian, Qin Li and Di Chunhua altogether?

What a giant conspiracy! He held his arms tighter and shouted immediately, “Qiuhe! Don’t save Di Bian! Just leave him there and let him run his own course!” Why would he ever save such a cruel and heartless person? It would be just great to let him die!

Di Qiuhe was hugged by him for the first time, but he didn’t feel happy at all because he realized that He Bai was trembling. Although he only trembled for a few seconds, the fact was he trembled, which was really bizarre.

“Alright, we leave him there, just leave him there.” Di Qiuhe held him back and tapped on his back gently to comfort him, “It’s okay, I am right here. I won’t be going to Y country and I will just stay here with you. It’ll be alright.”

He Bai suddenly cooled down after saying those as he realized the hug was too intimate. So he stepped back and looked at Di Qiuhe’s young face, withdrawing his horrible assumption. He thought for a while and shook his head, saying, “No. You should take care of him. The show has been on for a half and it’s not good if you stop halfway.” What happened in the last life should just stay in last life, and Di Qiuhe’s fate in this life was already changing slowly. It would be troublesome if he acted blindly by the dream fragments. Besides…

Looking at Di Qiuhe’s furrowed eyebrows, his heart was softened that he couldn’t help rubbing his head gently.

Although he looked quite naive and childish, he was actually a thoughtful person. And Di Qiuhe needed to make his own decision instead of letting him fill his head with nonsense.

When Di Qiuhe died in the last life, both Huangdu and the Qin family were almost torn apart by Huading. So if Di Qiuhe didn’t die, both the Di family and the Qin family would have been doomed. And Di Qiuhe was still young in this life that he still hadn’t established Huading, but the Di family and the Qin family had already split. So as long as Di Qiuhe stayed careful enough to not be plotted, he could expect his bright future without those evil relatives.

“Childish Di, you must live long and get rid of those bastards. You got me?” Telling him in a proud voice, he was like a parent who’s super confident about his kid that he rubbed Di Qiuhe’s head with a smile again.

Di Qiuhe just let him rub his head yet his eyebrows frowned tight. He touched on his forehead and said with worries, “Not in a fever, but why is he saying nonsense? Bad dreams?”

He Bai felt the warm touch on his forehead and suddenly stopped his smiling and knocked on Qiuhe’s head, saying with his eyebrows wrinkled, “Stop your nonsense…” But he abruptly stopped speaking as it reminded him of that dream.

He was really acting as if he had got some bad dreams. But how come he only had these messy dreams after his rebirth? And they were all about Di Qiuhe? It was always at the right time that it felt like God knew that Di Qiuhe was in danger so he told him in dreams so that he could help Di Qiuhe escape from the danger. Wait! Back then when they were in the holiday villa, Di Qiuhe might have said that he was his mascot and golden finger. Also, the way he met Di Qiuhe was like a bad romance. How come they met each other and how come they became good friends?

And thinking about what had happened after he helped Di Qiuhe call the police in the last life…He Bai opened his eyes widely and came up with an assumption that he was reborn because of Di Qiuhe! Was it because that God thought Di Qiuhe shouldn’t have died inexplicably so that he let him help Di Qiuhe be reborn?

Shit! Then why him! He was having his own life and why would God choose him to be the goddamn angel of that Childish Di? Just because he took that picture in the middle of the night and called the police in his last life?

Di Qiuhe noticed that he stopped speaking in the middle and his expression kept changing, so he was getting worried all of a sudden. He held him tight and comforted him, “Okay, I’ll listen to you. I’ll go to Y country and finish the show. Don’t be scared and it’s alright. I’ll be with…”

“Be with ghosts!” He Bai pushed him away and grabbed the cushion from the backseat. His anger finally released like a volcano ever since he had been reborn. He was so mad that he started to punch him and said furiously, “You disaster! Dumbass! Why did you die! Is it that hard to just stay alive? Why did you go to the balcony in the middle of the night and why didn’t you just sleep! You think you’re the chosen one? Beloved by God? You think you can reset your life all over again! What did I do wrong then! You bastard!”

Di Qiuhe was so struck by his punching and he felt so wronged and also worried about him. He held him and said, “Puppy don’t be scared. I’m not dead. Don’t be scared. I won’t die. Don’t be scared.” He started to feel great again by comforting him.

It seemed that puppy was dreaming that he died and got scared. Although that was puppy showing he cared about him, it was quite…powerful, but it was just okay because he was older than him that he could take all of his lover’s temper.

The more he comforted, the angrier He Bai got. He was getting tired of punching so he threw away the cushion and opened the door with a sneer, then he tried to push Di Qiuhe out of the car when he was trying to get closer. He shouted in a poker face, “Go to your Y country and enjoy your life there! Dare you to die…”

He looked down there at his body and pretended to cut his little bird with his hand as a knife, “I’ll cut it off!”

Bang!

The door was shut.

He Bai crawled to the front to turn on the car and left.

“…” Di Qiuhe stood in the dust feeling quite confused. Wasn’t his lover just hugging him so warmly and now he was kicked out of the car? Why did his lover change so fast? Why?