C70 To become unlike oneself
He had just smoked a few cigarettes in the corridor, hoping to make things clear.
He lit the cigarette and smoked several mouthfuls, each one very heavy, one of them soon turning to ashes, then another.
Perhaps, when Jian Ran wasn't even willing to give him an explanation, he was angry.
He was her husband, and he would have believed her no matter what she said to explain herself, but she didn't even want to give him an answer.
What was wrong with that Gu fella? Why did she have to get involved with him after he hurt her so much?
In Qin Yue's opinion, Gu Nanjing was simply a second generation ancestor who did not know the limits of heaven and earth, and was acting in an arrogant and conceited manner.
Furthermore, he had never placed Gu Nanjing in his eyes, but never would he have thought that he would be inferior to Gu Nanjing here.
Thinking about Gu Nanjing's' childhood sweetheart ', those kinds of feelings were indeed the purest of emotions. However, wasn't those feelings already passed?
He was very clear that Jian Ran was his wife now, and would have to live with him for the rest of her life.
Qin Yue didn't know why such a strong desire for possession suddenly appeared. This desire was something he had never felt before, it was so strong that even he himself felt it was inconceivable.
In that moment, there was only one thought in Qin Yue's mind, he would thoroughly obtain this woman, occupy her fiercely, and make her into his true woman. Then, she would not be able to escape.
What a childish idea, but it had truly appeared in Qin Yue's mind, so quickly that he didn't even have the time to think about it.
Thinking about him, Qin Yue, who was twenty-two years old and had officially taken over the Sheng Tian, this gigantic business empire, from his father. These past few years, no matter how big the storm was, there had never been anything that could disturb his rationality.
Why did he suddenly have such a strong desire for Jian Ran, even Qin Yue himself couldn't figure it out.
Was it because she was his wife? Or for some other reason?
This was the first time that a decisive man in the business world didn't even know what he was thinking.
It was very quiet in the car.
Qin Yue closed his eyes and looked outside the window. Both of them were living inside his heart.
Many of the times when the two of them were together, it was Jian Ran who took the initiative to find a topic to talk. The chances of him taking the initiative to chat were pitifully small.
Jian Ran didn't mind that she was the one who took the initiative every time. When two people lived together, there would always be one who took the initiative.
But today, Jian Ran did not want to find a topic to talk about. She did not know what to say, and did not even want to see him.
The two of them stayed silent all the way back home. No one said a word.
After returning home, Qin Yue went to the study room as usual.
Jian Ran took off her formal attire, found the needle and thread, and began to needle the broken parts seriously.
Because she had the experience in designing clothes, when sewing them again, Jian Ran added a little of her effort.
Maybe it was just a disrespect towards the original designer, but when he thought about it just now, the wise Jian Ran was unable to control his own actions.
All these years, she had changed to a job that had nothing to do with clothing design. She tried hard not to think about clothing design, but her deep love for it still couldn't be forgotten.
Jian Ran didn't know whether this gown was bought or rented, she would first pack it up and take it to wash tomorrow.
After she finished showering, it was already almost one in the morning, but Qin Yue was still in the study room.
As usual, Jian Ran went to bed first.
It was unknown how long she had slept but when Jian Ran was still in a daze, she felt the other side of the bed being pushed down gently, and immediately after, Qin Yue was already lying beside her.
He moved closer to her, extended a hand, and pulled her into his embrace. He called out her name in a low and deep voice, "Jian Ran …"
In fact, Jian Ran had been sleeping soundly the entire time. When he finally laid down, she had already woken up, but she did not say a word.
But when he put his arm around her, her body froze, and she thought back to tonight's party.
He had ravaged her so wildly and tyrannically that at that moment it was as if she had seen a demon that might swallow her up.
"Jian Ran..." Qin Yue wanted to say that he was sorry about what happened tonight, but he felt that apologizing was the most useless thing in the world.
Anyone could say those nice things, but they might not be able to do them, so he couldn't say them out loud.
Especially when he saw the marks he'd made on her neck, collarbone, and slightly open chest, he couldn't speak.
Her skin was white and tender, and the marks he made were shocking, as if he were silently recounting his gross crimes.
"Jian Ran..." He whispered her name again.
Jian Ran moved, taking his hands away, pulling distance from him, she said calmly: "It's too late, go to sleep."
Jian Ran's calm estrangement made Qin Yue's heart tighten, and another feeling that he had never experienced before welled up.
Qin Yue also did not speak anymore, and only watched her figure quietly, and did not sleep for a long time.
They didn't say anything about what had happened at the dinner party, as if they could pretend that nothing had happened at the dinner party and live as calmly as ever.
However, not knowing that certain things should be said frankly was the best way to deal with it. If they didn't talk about it, it would be like burying a fuse for the future.
The next day, Jian Ran slept until late morning before waking up.
It was the weekend, so he didn't need to go to work. Since he had nothing else to do, sleeping lazily was the best way to enjoy himself.
When she opened her eyes, she instinctively looked towards the window, but she still saw a man and a dog.
But today, Qin Yue did not have a newspaper in his hands, he stood by the window and looked out, quietly and quietly, no one knew what he was thinking.
Squatting at his feet, she would occasionally roll around on the ground. It was probably because she was too bored that she thought of using this method to attract attention.
Qin Yue turned around and said in a low voice, "I'm awake."
Qin Yue's sexy and pleasant voice travelled to Jian Ran's ears, she nodded and did not say anything.
Jian Ran carried it in her arms and patted its head, "Darling, mom will be taking a vacation today. I can accompany you now."
Woof woof woof …" She rubbed her hand against her chest a few times, as if she was very happy.
"Get up and pack up. I'll wait for you for lunch." Pausing for a moment, Qin Yue then added, "How about we go for a walk together in the afternoon?"
They had been married for so long, yet Qin Yue was free every weekend. Other than the last time they went to Bluesea Villa, they spent all their weekends at home.