Chapter 2413 - 2413 Chapter 2412-unbelievable
2413 Chapter 2412-unbelievable
Gu yingxue had always felt that Cheng Huaiyu’s death was the reason why they were together.
Cheng Huaiyu could have escaped unscathed, but he was implicated by her and died such a miserable death. If she was with Cheng huaijin, would Cheng huaijin think of Cheng Huaiyu whenever he saw her?
She felt that it was impossible between the two of them, so she felt that she was not even qualified to express her love.
She couldn’t pursue Cheng huaijin as passionately as the girls she had seen in modern or ancient times. She didn’t even have the right to do so. She was afraid that Cheng huaijin’s response would be rejection, but she was also afraid that his response would be consent.
In the dead of the night, she had thought about the consequences of these two possibilities. Neither of them was perfect. She might be sad, and both of them might not feel good.
She wanted to give up, but she couldn’t.
She tried to think about it quietly, but Cheng huaijin would always appear in her mind.
Every day, as long as she could see Cheng huaijin, she would be extremely happy. As long as she could talk to him, she would also be very happy. If she couldn’t see him, she would miss him. She deeply experienced the saying that one day without seeing him was like three years.
She missed him very much.
She even thought that it was fortunate that there were no mobile phones in this world. Otherwise, her moments would be filled with sentimental words.
She was a liberal arts student, but she didn’t really like those sad and sad words.
When she was still studying, she could be a relationship mentor for her friends and classmates, analyzing their relationship problems even though she had never been in a relationship. But when it came to herself, she was a ball of wool that had been broken by a cat. She couldn’t cut it and couldn’t even sort it out.
Gu yingxue was very vexed.
But she wanted to love boldly, even if the response was rejection, even if she would be sad, even if she would be in so much pain that she would tear her heart apart. This way, she would not have any regrets.
“Third sister, fifth sister, to be honest, brother Xiao Yan will return to the West. Brother Xiao Yan might raise Brother Yun as his son, more important than his own child. These two problems are not a problem for me.” Gu yingxue took a deep breath and said.
“Then what’s your problem? Are you worried that my brother will reject you?” Gu Xin asked in confusion.
“Can I tell you how I feel about brother little che?” Gu yingxue did not answer Gu Xin’s question directly.
“Go ahead,” Gu Xin nodded her head.
Since it was still early and the morning Court Assembly had probably not ended, it would be boring to go there. Gu Xin asked the coachman to walk around the area.
“I don’t know if third sister and fifth sister have ever experienced this feeling. It meant talking to the person she liked, and no matter what she said, she would be happy. As long as he talks to you. I’m like this. Even if brother Xiao Yang only hummed to me, I would feel particularly happy. I know this is wrong, it’s too humble, but I really, really like him! In fact, if he was always cold to me, I would be afraid, but he would also smile at me and say that it was very relaxed and happy to chat with me. He won’t care about me, but he’ll remember some of my words.” Gu yingxue said with a sweet expression.
Gu Xin and Gu si looked at each other in disbelief.
In their eyes, Cheng huaijin had always been cold and didn’t seem to care about anyone, especially girls who were obviously interested in him. He basically didn’t care about them.
The two sisters wanted to know what had happened when they had brought Brother Yun out to play.