Chapter 1184 - I’m Not Afraid of Death, I’m Afraid of Being Abandoned
I’m Not Afraid of Death, I’m Afraid of Being Abandoned
Translator: Atlas Studios Editor: Atlas Studios
“But, you know what? To me, being abandoned is worse than death.”
Shi Qian’s voice was so fragile. This was what she was most afraid of and most unwilling to admit.
“When I was young, I sat on the steps in front of the door and waited for my father. I knew that he wouldn’t be coming back, but I was still stubborn and unwilling to give up. I couldn’t understand why my father didn’t come home. I looked forward to him coming back after work every day like other fathers. Later, I realized that my mother and I had been abandoned by him.”
“The day Mom and I left Yun Cheng, the weather was so cold and it was snowing heavily. I even asked Mom if we could stay. I wanted to be with my father.”
“Mom told me that I won’t have a father anymore. That he didn’t want us anymore.”
“Fu Sinian, you don’t want me anymore?”
Fu Sinian’s heart had already shattered into pieces. He didn’t know that his protection of her had become abandonment to her. He really wanted to slap himself hard!
“That day, Gu Xi came to look for me. I asked about her and Rong Zhan. They only became official really late. Rong Zhan must have his concerns. I admire Gu Xi’s bravery very much. Her goal is very clear. She wanted Rong Zhan! She wouldn’t stop until she got him. I admit that I don’t have her courage.”
“I’ve thought about it a lot. I’ve even thought that since this relationship is over, why don’t we just leave it at that? The baby and I can live well without you.”
“But, at night, I dream of you. Ever since we parted, I’ve often dreamed of you, of all the little things we’ve done together. I can’t lie to my own heart. I can’t really let you go, and I can’t drive you out of my heart. I’ve lost.”
“After all, I’m like Gu Xi. I’m only taking this step towards you once. This is the only time. Let me ask you, do you want me?”
“Yes!” Fu Sinian replied firmly.
“Don’t regret it!” Shi Qian’s tears fell again, even more fiercely than before.
Fu Sinian’s eyes were also moist. This fool was still asking him if he would regret it. How could he regret it?
“Qian Qian, will you regret it?”
“I won’t!” Shi Qian shook her head.
“Qian Qian, I love you. This love will last until death!”
“Me too.”
The two of them hugged tightly.
“Ah, ah~” Xiaobao, who had been ignored for a long time, let out a cry.
Only then did the two of them think of their son, who had been pushed to the side.
When Fu Xiaobao saw that his mother had finally noticed him, he hurriedly reached out to hug her.
Shi Qian was about to pick him up, but Fu Sinian was faster and carried Xiaobao out of the car.
“I’ll carry him. You eat first. Not only do you not eat a lot by yourself every day, but you also have to be eaten by this little fellow a few times.”
“Okay.” Shi Qian nodded and took a sip of the soup.
“How does it taste?”
Tears fell from Shi Qian’s eyes again. “It tastes like my mom’s.”
“Drink more. There’s more in the pot.”
“Yes.” Shi Qian lowered her head and continued to drink the soup. After finishing this bowl, she couldn’t help but ask, “I don’t think my mother taught you to make this soup, right?”
“She’s never taught me personally, but Mom compiled a recipe book that records the ingredients and cooking methods of various foods in detail. She said that those are all your favorites and some are her specialties. I think it wouldn’t turn out bad if I follow it closely.”
“Why didn’t I know about this?”