Chapter 1848 - 1848 The Best Sunshine In The World
1848 The Best Sunshine In The World
However, after what had happened to Ghost, Feng Ze knew that Su Bei would be his weakness for the rest of his life, so he had no choice but to make a choice.
After thinking this through, Su Bei’s heart ached.
He had done too much, but she was just a passerby in his life.
Lu Heting patted Da Bao’s head and said, “Go ahead.”
“Alright.” Da Bao nodded, unable to hide the sadness on his face.
He knew that Feng Ze would really forget him in the future.
Lu Heting tilted his head to look at him. He knew what it was like to be dependent on someone who had accompanied him through his infancy.
It was a blessing for Da Bao to have such feelings.
Lu Heting lowered his head and took two bites of food. Then, he looked at Su Bei calmly.
“Su Bei, you should go too.”
Su Bei looked up and met his calm eyes.
She suddenly understood something and nodded gently.
It wasn’t that he wasn’t jealous, but he knew that he had already won her heart, so there was no need to argue about Feng Ze at this time.
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In the hospital, the psychiatric treatment room was ready.
Lin Yu grabbed his hair. “So, you won’t even remember me?”
Gu Xifeng said calmly, “Can’t we just get to know each other again?”
“I don’t want this!” Lin Yu’s hair was about to fall off. “Can’t there be a better solution?”
“No, it’s painful to do this to him. I can’t tell how many personalities he has now. Besides, what he’s most afraid of is someone like Ghost using Su Bei to make him compromise.”
Everyone looked at each other and knew that he was not afraid of threats.
It was for Su Bei’s safety.
Feng Feifei said, “Let’s leave it at that. I think this is a good plan. I don’t want him to suffer either.”
It was the pain of not being able to receive the love of someone one loved.
Hua Cuo stood at the side with a cold expression. “Then why hasn’t it started?”
“Wait!” Da Bao appeared and walked over.
Su Bei and Gun Gun followed behind him.
Feng Ze looked up at them, his eyes glowing like the bright moon.
Da Bao said in a low voice, “We’re here to say goodbye to Godfather.”
Gun Gun said obediently, “So are you going somewhere far away?”
“Yes.” Feng Ze smiled and looked down at him. “I might be gone for a long time. I won’t be able to see Da Bao and Gun Gun for a long time.”
“Can I call you in the future?” Gun Gun asked.
“I might not be able to receive your call where I’m going. However, it doesn’t matter. You’ll meet many friends in the future. One will meet many people in their life. Some may just brush past you, while others will accompany you for the rest of their lives. However, many people will only accompany each other for a period of time before leaving.”
“Why do you have to do this?” Gun Gun was a little sad.
“Because everyone has their own lives and encounters. They’ll find a better self. I’m leaving to make room for other better things.”
Gun Gun nodded his head. He felt that this godfather he had just met was really good.
But since he was going far away, Gun Gun could only give his blessings.
“Then I wish you a better future, Godfather.”
“Alright. I wish the same for you too.”
Gun Gun nodded heavily. “Mhm, I’ll be fine!”
Feng Ze looked at Su Bei. Su Bei was speechless at this moment. She only felt sad when she thought of how he had always taken care of her and carried all the burden to give everyone relief and freedom.
Now that the heavy burden was lifted, she was willing to let this happen if it meant he could live a better life.
There was nothing else she could do.
Besides, she was unable to give him what he wanted.
“Xiao Bei.” Feng Ze smiled gently. He took her hand and placed a piece of candy in her palm.
Then, he turned around and walked toward the treatment room.
Su Bei almost cried.
Gu Xifeng followed him in.
The professional psychiatrist was also ready.
Feng Ze slowly opened a piece of candy and played with the wrapper before stuffing the candy into his mouth.
He would always remember the day of the car accident that caused his parents’ deaths. The blood that filled the sky blinded him.
From then on, when he saw the world, he was filled with such blood-colored hatred. It had become his obsession.
He lived like a zombie.
It was until that day when she stood in front of him and placed the only candy she had hidden on his palm. She said in a soft and childish voice, “Here, take this!”
He took it, unaware that his lips were curved in a long-awaited smile.
Ever since she appeared, there was sunshine in the orphanage.
She would always tie her hair into two small pigtails. On her round face, there was always a sunny smile. When she smiled, there were two shallow dimples.
The other children loved to cry, but she always smiled. She was like a little sun that shone wherever she went.
The food in the orphanage was not good, and there was not enough. She was a picky girl. When she first came, she was always hungry.
He was older and knew how to help the people around him. The aunt in the kitchen felt sorry for him and always left him apples and steamed buns after he helped.
He often kept them for her. When she had nothing to do, she would go to the yard of the orphanage to look at the flowers and plants.
He would walk over from behind and nudge her little hand. Every time she turned around, he avoided her, causing her to wrinkle her nose. Then, she would smile again.
She would carefully share the apples and steamed buns he gave her. She would take a few bites for herself and give him a few bites.
In those years, she was the one who gave him all the sunshine.
Later on, she was brought back to the Su family from time to time. Whenever she returned, she would give him the pencil and eraser she had secretly brought back from home. While raising her eyebrows and smiling, she said, “I saved them specially for you.”
He kept those for a long time.
When she lost her teeth, she held them and secretly made a wish. “I hope Brother Feng Ze can be safe and happy in the future.”
Yes, at that time, she still called him Brother Feng Ze.
She naively thought that her wish could come true.
During the year or two when her front teeth were still growing out, she often pursed her lips when she smiled. The dimples on her cheeks became even more prominent. She liked to run away when she saw him.
Feng Ze thought that the best sunlight in the world came from the orphanage at that time.
The best spring wind would caress her face, the best summer shade would shelter her from the sun, and the best autumn leaves would fall at her feet.
The best snowflakes of winter were in her hands.
He hated that orphanage, but he wanted to go back to that time.
Later on, she was picked up by the Su family again. When she was sent back again, she was surrounded by an imposing young master who hugged her while crying, not letting her leave.
However, in the end, the young master was taken away and Su Bei was sent back to the orphanage.